09/25/2023
My fiancรฉ snagged this pic of me yesterday (๐๐ป) and I thought Iโd share exactly what was going through my mind at that moment: I had just turned to Greg and said, โMan, spraining my ankle really ruined my life.โ
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I severely sprained my ankle over 2 years ago, RIGHT before we moved to New York. The timing couldnโt have possibly been worse for so many reasons, but the saddest part is that ever since then, every time I exercise I canโt help but think about all the time Iโve lost, all the muscle mass Iโve lost, all the weight Iโve gained, not knowing if or when Iโll ever get back to my active lifestyle. Iโm eager to get back to it, scared to make things worse and lacking motivation, somehow all at once.
In those moments, itโs so hard not to compare myself to everyone around me, including my pre-sprained-ankle self.
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โจ Thatโs when I remember to focus on what I DO have and not what I donโt. โจ
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This is so important because I believe everything is always in a cycle, and itโs either going up, or itโs going down. Sometimes all it takes is a simple shift in your mindset to reverse the cycle.
Just know that if youโre feeling this way, I see you, and youโre not alone.
Recovery is no joke and it takes as much of a toll on us emotionally as it does physically. But be kind to yourself. Allow yourself time to heal. Give yourself grace and forgiveness, but most importantly, ๐๐๐พ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฟ๐ ๐๐ผ๐๐ ๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฟ๐๐โ๐. ๐ค