11/20/2024
It is Cath day! Sadly I am a bit frustrated over the decision but I am trying to be at peace with it.
We are looking at a ballooning of her arch and a possible secondary stent; it will be decided once they are in there. My frustration is the fact that they will be checking her pressures but won't place the CardioMeMs, even after checking pressures. If it is decided that she does in fact need it, they will have to take her in for a secondary cath to place it. Hence the frustration!!! Why would we put her under twice, intubate her when we know she doesn't handle it well, and run the risk of her right lung collapse.
Those who know Lily and have been following along with us for years, know that almost every time she is extubated a lung collapses. With that being said, it make sense to just place the device at the same time, yet I am just mom and not a doctor, so I must default and trust they know best at times. If I don't have faith and trust in the team, then why the hell did I just go through sleep deprivation? They are the team I trust, so trust I shall, my voice has been heard and I respect the decision and path in front of us.
Cath is scheduled for 10:30 PST so I will update again at that time.