Eartheart Healing ministries

31/10/2024

After my earlier post I was pleasantly surprised when Spirit delivered the answer to my A Fib issue as this quote from Dr Christine Northrup's book "Women's Wisdom". I added the images so as to make this more of my own affirmation and direction for my forthcoming work on my own healing.

The Universe Does Provide!!!

31/10/2024

“Even cowgirls get
The Blues” from time to time and
Today is just my day

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

I feel overwhelmed
From the mundane to global
There's too much to do

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

This Lighthouse Tender
Feels like my own Inner Glow
Got buried somewhere

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

I keep adding stuff
To my already cluttered
Home, life, agenda

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

My Long Island child
With all his disappointments
Watches the World Series

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

Wait until next year
Became our rallying cry
Will this be our year?

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

Being hopeful
Can set us up for failure
Which is quite painful

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

Put away your hopes
And accept defeat again
Were lessons I learned

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

Learning to accept
Defeat again became one
Of my core beliefs

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

Damocles’ Sword is
Once again hanging above
All my hopes and dreams

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

The election looms
As another dangerous
Sword above my head

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

I have some deadlines
Well past their due dates also
Hanging overhead

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

Then there's the clutter
Making it hard just to move
Through my apartment

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

Creating a list
Has always just meant failure
Because of their length

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

My anxiety
Over the fear of failure
Dominates my thoughts

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

Have I been lying
About my own worthiness
AM I a failure?

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

The answer is NO!
I have just forgotten WHO
I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

DIVINE BY DESIGN
I AM just removing more
Of my learned false beliefs

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

Today I shall do
The best that I can to find
My DIVINE CENTER

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

Doing this writing
Is a necessary step
In finding my Strength

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

The Strength of God
Is alive within me NOW
And cheering me on

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

And yet I’m struggling
To overcome my malaise
Many can relate

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

Perhaps sharing this
Will be helpful for others
Who are relating

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

We will get through this
The sun will shine tomorrow!
Maybe not right here

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

“The Sky IS Blue” is
A truism I say knowing
It’s above the clouds

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

Kaliedecoaster
Rides and days shall continue
So enjoy the ride

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

Days all follow nights
In this expanding spiral
Of infinite change

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

Infinite change is
The biggest constant that’s known
So weather each storm

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

Survivors know that
Storms are for overcoming
Challenges and Learning

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

I am not sure how
Ready I AM to learn the
Lessons of this storm

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

Step aside for now
Then refocus attention
On the lessons learned

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

For moving ahead
I will need to reassess
What worked and hadn’t worked

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

Being fresh and rested
Is a top priority
For good decisions

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

Wherever you are
On your roller coaster ride
Others are with you

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

Owning the dark side
Is a sign of lasting growth
Being sad’s OK

🙁🥲😕☹️🥺

14/10/2024

Just a quick note

I AM waiting to be discharged from PROVIDENCE HOSPITAL in Everett.

This morning I had another Cardioversion performed to hopefully correct my A Fib.

This episode started back in May when I began to have flashbacks to events from 45 years ago. Those were later diagnosed as PTSD.

Since then a Cardioversion failed. Because I don't think that I had done sufficient work processing through a humongous amount of suppressed emotions. I've been working hard at facing and releasing all that no longer serves me.

Before my cardiologist would do another Cardioversion he ordered a heart Catherization which revealed a 95% blockage of the main artery to my heart muscle!
A Stent was installed that cleared the blockage. But my fatigue and weakness continued and got worst, as did my A Fib!

I scheduled this Cardioversion in spite of the. Cardiologist telling me that he doubted that it would last for more than a day or two.

This morning, prior to the Cardioversion, I processed through a major layer of underlying fear and felt more at peace and filled with LOVE than ever before!

The procedure went very smoothly and I AM looking forward to proving my cardiologist wrong.

The problem is that he looked at my records and his beliefs and never asked me about what I knew about myself, or what I have to live for.

Time will tell which of us is right!

I'm betting on me and my treating the cause of my dis-ease and not basing decisions on statistics!

We'll see!
Namaste!🙏🙇‍♂️💖
Pete

22/07/2024

I have a detached
Curiosity about
Life’s outside events

Change is occurring
I can feel it in my heart
The old must give way

Some will fear the change
And fight to maintain control
That battle is over

No matter how long
Those now in control will fight
Victory isn't theirs

I sense it in me
All my doubts, fears and worries
Are yielding to LOVE

I AM HEALED because
I AM a DIVINE BEING
Here to express LOVE

When LOVE is EXPRESSED
There is no need for dis-ease
Except as teacher

Each DIVINE BEING
IS a complete expression
Of GOD expressing

Scientists keep on
Finding that what we believed
Was True is changing

There's one Absolute
TRUTH that's constant and it is
We know very little

Release absolutes
From your beliefs about things
So LOVE can expand

Being absolute
In our beliefs about things
Is true ignorance

The Webb Telescope
Is constantly demanding
Science rethink its facts

As Webb Telescope
Confounds our outer beliefs
Inner search changes mine

Today's politics
Reflects our changing world views
Without and within

Old ways are passing
As our growing awareness
Is demanding change

Many years ago
The Harmonic Convergence
Ushered in new change

Its process seemed too
Slow for us Baby Boomers
Now results appear

Old value systems
Based on male ego power
Must yield its control

Fear of Wokeness is
The expression of old
Ego's unwillingness

The egg shell has cracked
And from it is emerging
Our Divine Oneness

Phoenix is rising
From within our very hearts
Here to end conflicts

Denial persists
Within the majority
But change shall arrive

The gift I offer
Is my growing clarity
Of LOVE'S ARRIVAL

My years of digging
Out from my own fearful state
Has revealed LOVE'S TRUTH

THE TRUTH I HAVE FOUND
Is that the ESSENCE OF LOVE
Lives within us ALL

As more of LOVE'S TRUTH
Is being revealed to me
Others find theirs too

An awakening
Is spreading from soul to soul
ONLY LOVE IS REAL

Our past illusions
Based on fear, lack, and control
Are fading away

Though it seems uneven
The transformational change
SHALL affect us all

Some now embrace it
While others will reject it
Change is happening

When great change occurs
Surrender becomes our best
Available option

What's happening's
Greater than ego's attempts
To maintain its grip

We must learn to LOVE
And accept that our ego
Has a role to play

Ego's new role is
To accept that WE ARE ALL
UNIQUE and SPECIAL

Accepting my own
Unique gifts and talents let's
Me accept yours, too

I have no fear
That by you expressing your
Truth could limit me

Supporting your gifts
Enriches every one of us
To claim our Wholeness

I accept that your
Gifts can complement my lacks
And thus complete us

We make both better
By filling in each other's
Lacks with our talents

What I give to you
Just grows stronger within me
Which makes me happy

We are all puzzle parts
That must fit together to
Complete the picture

Corners and edges both
Seem to be important pieces
But so are the rest

No puzzle's completed
Until every piece has found
Its important place

LOVE'S the missing piece
That shall complete the picture
That ends our longing

Journeys never end
Our souls merely start over
To complete new puzzles

Adding new options
We hadn't considered before
Makes new journeys fun

My soul keeps seeking
To experience Heaven's Bliss
While feeling it too

Monochrome paintings
Lack the richness that only
Colors can provide

Heaven's Monochrome
Blissful uniformity
Can become boring

Our mornings transcend
Our Blissful slumbering state
Into living life

Could what's called "Heaven"
Be our soul’s Blissful slumber
To prepare for "life"

As we end each day
Our physical bodies need
Time to be recharged

As each life ends our
Souls require time to review
And prepare again

Which stage is more real
That Blissful time we're asleep
Or when we're awake

Are not both aspects
Of both sleeping and doing
Equally vital

Could it be true that
Every soul's journey requires
Both HEAVEN and "life"

Our soul's Yin and Yang
May require a balance of
Both Heaven and Form

Are these asked questions
Or answers I AM finding
About life's meaning?

🙏🙇✌and❤ 🙏🙇✌and❤

21/06/2024

GOD and I ARE ONE
Our JOY IS OMNIPRESENT
Sometimes I forget

DIVINE JOY'S PRESENCE
Is a beautiful gift that
I enjoy sharing

Even when alone
My joy is radiating
Out to the whole world

🙏🙇

02/06/2024

Sometimes it's a struggle
For me to accept which stage
Of life that I'm in

👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯

My mind still refuses
To accept that my body
Has become this old

👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯

My body's grown frail
And it takes much more effort
To do what I do

👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯

Much that I once did
Is now just a memory
That I can’t repeat

👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯

Last night I paused as
I heard geese in flight soon my
Neighbors offered help

👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯

I walk with my cane
Shuffling along step by step
Then I catch my breath
👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯

Walking with my cane
People suddenly open
Doors and offer help

👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯

Now my knee is bad
So I use electric carts
While I AM shopping

👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯

So many offers
Of assistance come my way
That I feel quite loved

👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯

I graciously accept
All the offers of kindness
That strangers extend

👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯

The kindness of folks
Helps restore my confidence
That we will survive

👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯👨‍🦯

_________________________
Namaste! 🙏🙇
✌and❤

30/05/2024

Yes, I AM THE LIGHT
OF LOVE that I came to see
GLOWING IN ALL HEARTS
💥🔥💥🔥💥🔥💥🔥

I HAVE THE POWER
OF LOVE GLOWING WITHIN ME
AND I MUST SHARE IT
🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆

I FINALLY KNOW
THE TRUTH ABOUT WHO I AM
And that TRUTH IS LOVE
😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

I CELEBRATE this
LIFETIME that I’ve lived so far
The ugly and all
👹👺👹👺👹👺

What’s awakening
Within me is the LOVE THAT
SURPASSES ALL KNOWLEDGE
🧙‍♂️🧙‍♂️🧙‍♂️🧙‍♂️🧙‍♂️🧙‍♂️🧙‍♂️🧙‍♂️🧙‍♂️

I have spent so long
Living in the fear of the
Power that is LOVE
💪💗💪💗💪💗

29/05/2024

LOVE’S the Source of ALL
Abundance is LOVE’S Nature
Let us claim IT NOW
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

LIFE IS ABOUT Loving
And to LIVE LIFE FULLY I
DO embrace LOVE NNOW
🫂 🫂 🫂 🫂 🫂 🫂

LOVE LIVES WITHIN ME
AND RESIDES IN ALL THAT IS
Knowing this brings PEACE
✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌✌

THE LOVE THAT WE ARE
Is seeking full expression
That is OUR Mission
👩‍❤️‍👨👩‍❤️‍👩💑👨‍❤️‍👨👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩💏👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨

The LOVE That I AM
Is seeking full expression
And that’s MY MISSION
❤💗💓💖❤️💓💗💖

My PURPOSE is to
Be the expression of LOVE
That SEES LOVE IN ALL
😍 😍 😍 😍 😍 😍

I AM not afraid
Of the POWER and PRESENCE
Of THE LOVE I AM
💪❤💪❤💪❤💪❤

23/05/2024

Commitment to growth
Has been my life's driving force
Sometimes there are thorns

Plucking out life's thorns
Though painful in the moment
Is very healing

Realizing the
Presence of buried old pains
Provides awareness

Rather than trying
To rebury one's old pains
Face and release them

Facing my old pains
Is briefly quite painful but
Freedom is the gift

Embrace and release
All those painful memories
And enjoy Freedom

The freedom I feel
After embracing my fear
Creates new options

Releasing my fears
And the pain they had produced
Is purifying

Now the toxins
That I AM releasing are
Are old false beliefs

Limiting beliefs
About inadequacy
Have long held me back

Digging out the roots
Of where my beliefs came from
Is difficult work

Once I can see the
Belief's entire root ball I
Can set myself free

WITH LOVE I RELEASE
An entire belief system
It's replaced with LOVE

Replacing old pains
And their root belief system
With LOVE IS freeing

Commitment to growth
Requires releasing beliefs
That have held me back

Removing the nail
In both my shoe and the floor
May take some effort

What is important
Is that I do what it takes
To achieve my goals

I embrace this chance
To see, embrace, and release
Fears that held me Earl Backman

As my journey
Continues my burdens grow
Lighter! I AM FREE!

19/05/2024

21/04/2024

Here are some of my favorite recent images and Senryu poems that I want to share with you! All the photos were taken this month either at RoozenGaarde itself or at one of Washington Bulb Company's fields. And I wrote the poems just now.

I hope that you are all able to find, enjoy, and appreciate the beauty that is around you wherever you are!

Namaste! 🙏🙇❤

11/04/2024

A Lighthouse Tender’s
Guidebook for surviving
This challenging time

🙏🙇✌❤️ ❤🩷🧡💛💚💙🩵💜

[There’s only one time
And that time is NOW - All else
Is an ILLUSION]

🙏🙇✌❤️ ❤🩷🧡💛💚💙🩵💜

Follow your own heart
Because it connects you with
LOVE’S DIVINE ONENESS

🙏🙇✌❤️ ❤🩷🧡💛💚💙🩵💜

We all have our roles
To play during this time
Of Transformation

🙏🙇✌❤️ ❤🩷🧡💛💚💙🩵💜

We all chose our roles
Knowing this change was coming
Mine’s Lighthouse Tender

🙏🙇✌❤️ ❤🩷🧡💛💚💙🩵💜

I chose this role that
Can ease the transformation
From old to new ways

🙏🙇✌❤️ ❤🩷🧡💛💚💙🩵💜

To perform my role
My LIGHT SHALL ALWAYS BE ON
So others can see

🙏🙇✌❤️ ❤🩷🧡💛💚💙🩵💜

My light grows brighter
As I grow more open to
LOVE’S DIVINE GUIDANCE

🙏🙇✌❤️ ❤🩷🧡💛💚💙🩵💜

DIVINE GUIDANCE
Is my constant companion
And wants me to share

🙏🙇✌❤️ ❤🩷🧡💛💚💙🩵💜

To share DIVINE LOVE
Is a challenge I accept
It is my mission

🙏🙇✌❤️ ❤🩷🧡💛💚💙🩵💜

What role do you play
Or are you yet to decide
In Truth your heart knows