02/04/2026
When I first saw J (not real name of her)was due to her Bell's palsy. Her face had improved after intense acupuncture treatments.
After a long time, J came to my clinic and she shared everything she had been through.
Because of carpal tunnel syndrome, she underwent surgery and had to take six months off work. She later noticed blood in her stool and underwent a colonoscopy, endoscopy, thyroid tests, and many other examinations in an effort to find a diagnosis, but no specific illness was identified.
Now she needed to return to work. When her heart began to ache as if it were about to burst, she almost went back to the hospital. But she realized that the pain was not coming from her heart—it was a panic response her body was sending due to the stress of having to go back to work. That realization led her to seek out to my clinic.
I listened quietly as J spoke. Few years ago, during a severe cold snap, the pool pipes burst. At that time, she took out a bank loan to carry out major repairs, and she is still paying off that debt. Her husband has a job, but the thought of leaving the financial burden entirely on him filled her with overwhelming guilt.
She tried desperately to return to work, but the more she thought about going back, the stronger her body’s resistance became. Even the sound of a ringing phone made her feel as if her heart would explode. Still, she believed she had no choice but to return to work for the sake of money.
I understood then why J had been seeing so many doctors. She was waiting for a serious diagnosis—something severe enough to justify stopping. She believed that only if she were diagnosed with a grave illness like cancer would she finally be allowed to rest.
I asked her,
"Why do you feel you have to go that far?”
I have seen this many times—the consequences that come when so-called mentally strong people ignore their body’s warning signs for too long.
I told J that she didn’t have to go all the way to the edge of the cliff, that it was okay to stop and rest now. I comforted her and give her acupuncture treatment.
When I returned to the room to remove the needles, J said she felt much lighter.
I was glad to see her sweet smile.