04/05/2020                                                                            
                                    
                                                                            
                                            To my dear clients:
It’s been three weeks now that I have been “shut down”. That all or most of you have been “shut down”. I am wondering every day how you are doing, what you are doing with your time and how you feel about our future. I sincerely hope that everybody is keeping it SAFE and that nobody has fallen sick....I am doing fine here, out in the country, basically watching springtime taking over! 
It has been interesting to me to not miss doing massages! Who would have thought? I want to share where my mind has been instead: already in December I committed myself to the “Presence Process”, a method to consciously clear imprinting by parents and society and reawaken authenticity. You know how every child grows up learning ( mental ) coping mechanisms to more or less survive, how we make decisions and deal with life’s challenges that are most of the time not in harmony with our deepest being. Fear, anger and grief are being tucked away, only to find outlets in dysfunction, addiction and not living from a place of abundance and joy. The Presence Process is something you do by yourself for yourself, it’s a form of meditation where you learn to shift from mental living ( on a timeline  ) to emotional awareness ( being here/now ), present moment awareness. A child younger than 7 years of age still has this natural way of life btw. 
Whenever I do give massages I am here/now, there is no other way because I have to set my mental self aside and be in emotional/physical symbiosis with my client. Now that I don’t have that I have SO much time to dedicate to the PP. I have been extremely tired, sleeping 😴 a lot, and dreaming up significant traumas. In that sense the current situation has served me very well. I also plan on writing letters to various people who have impacted me, when I would have never had the time to address them under normal circumstances. 
I hope that this is not too private. I do miss you all, you as you ARE, everyone of you, and I pray that we all, the whole world come out of this better, wiser, kinder, greater than we got into this. I am looking forward to seeing you in the summer and again: be SAFE and healthy and use this time wisely. ❤️