11/27/2025
The holidays hit differently each year. Some years you're excited & ready, other years you're overwhelmed and blah.
This year felt nostalgic for me. I kept catching glimpses of my aunt Marge's kitchen. I could smell the familiar smell of her house as I walked through the door. Hear the sound of the grandfather clocks my uncle Chuck made in his workshop. It's a whole thing and it's seared into my brain. We would finish our meal, bundle up and walk around the tiny town where she lived in the farmlands of Illinois.
Aunt Marge died a couple of years back at 92. I'm very aware now that my mom has been gone for 34 years, and my dad for 26. I've made a lot of messes in those years. I've tried to make sense of my childhood, like most of us probably do as adults.
I drank way too much, lived recklessly, and yet I also became quite disciplined in others. I talk a lot about living a healthy lifestyle, but please know that there were many years where my diet was horrible. Sugar and fast food were the norm. I did not feel good about how I was living.
Life is a strange balance of things.
I've been angry and lost, and I've felt myself slowly evolve into someone with more forgiveness and understanding. I certainly didn't get here overnight. A tiny bit of wisdom has seeped in with age, and I'm at a point in my life where I'm thankful, not just for where I'm at, but for what I've been through.
It ain't perfect by ANY stretch. I still have a lot of regrets, but I've also accepted that that's just where I was at at the time. I'm very aware of my own deficiencies as a mother, a wife, a human. And I want to be better. My heart wants to be more loving because I understand that many people are lost, hurting and just need more love.
I know that there's always something to be thankful for. There are people in other parts of the world (and some right here) who are suffering and living lives I can't imagine.
And I get to wake up in a warm home and a comfy bed. Yes, I have a lot of casseroles to make this morning, but thank God I have money to buy food with and people to share them with.
I'm thankful for the business and all the people that come through our doors that we get to help feel better. Sending love to all of you, wishing you a day that you can just slow down & enjoy good food and company, and not let expectations make you crazy. Bundle up and go for a post-turkey stroll before you come home and dive into the pie! Happy Thanksgiving!π§‘π§‘π§‘π§‘