06/06/2025
Happy Pride month!!! I want to share my story with you and tell you why Pride is important to me and why I celebrate.
I was 12 years old when I realized I was gay. Growing up in Utah I was given a special blessing in my church, but I felt shame and guilty for receiving it. There was a conflict inside me that said I wasn't meant to receive this blessing and I was meant for something else, but I didn't know what. I didn't know any other gay people, and I had no idea what that life could mean for me so I told my mom about my inner conflict.
For four years I went through counseling and I prayed not to be gay. After I turned 16, I became very depressed and started to think about ending my life. I asked for help, and while I was in a hospital receiving care a nurse came to me and let me know that she was gay and lived a very happy life with her partner of many years. This was the first time I ever imagined that could be possible to be gay and live a happy life! She inspired a turning point in my perspective and my faith, and I chose to seek out my own path.
I celebrate Pride today so that I can pass on the inspiration and hope I received that day in the hospital. Every day I am still amazed at the gifts that Creation has given us and the magic that exists in the human heart. Shine bright family, and Happy Pride ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
