09/08/2024
" A New Day * A New Way * A New Time "
There has been 365 new sunrises and new sunsets since you left this earthly plane. I asked myself how long does it take for darkness to transform into light. I realized that this is a new time to learn new ways to find strength and courage to keep putting one foot in front of the other even if those steps are of the tiniest baby steps. Time is now measured in memories and some of those memories are the best days of my life. On some of the days I have visited places we used to go and I am greeted intently by the caws of a crow perched above or I look up in the sky and see the clouds have formed a perfect letter j or when I am at a concert and the jumbotron advertises that they exclusively sell Josh wine or when my words with Friends request comes from Josh or the day I am on the crystal bus and I meet and converse with three Josh's in one day. I now look forward to those new days to receive the specially delivered postcards from spirit. More new days will come and I will continue to look for new ways to release the hurt from my heart that exists do to your absence. Salty tears will flow from time to time but I will continue in that forward direction seeking the beauty and the light that creates new memories knowing that you are forever in my heart my dearest friend Josh...