01/22/2024
I don’t know who needs to hear this,
inappropriate restriction is a form of psychological abuse.
Encouraging you to spend time with family or friends then calling/texting the whole time you're out and being mad when you get home every time is psychological conditioning.
You are slowly being conditioned to not go out and do those things.
My friend and I were talking the other day and this memory came up
We were going to Niagara Falls for the weekend
My husband at the time keep calling and freaking out, after already agreeing that I could go
He was so volatile, to my friend as well , she started crying, we were both crying and going to turn around and go home
I was like wait, I have my happy meds let’s try 🫤🫤🫤 Ativan rescue remedy… smh 🤦♀️🤦♀️🤦♀️ I remember her saying , no wonder you like these
I still get triggered thinking about how the doctors just kept handing me pills 💊 to get through my day
After years of the doctors giving me a cocktail
Of meds and upping the dosage so I could get through the day and me thinking I wasn’t
Strong enough, good enough, woman enough
To take care of my 3 children, my 6 stepchildren, take care of a house , feed a family , have a full time banking job, trying to participate in school activities, all the while living with and taking care of miserable man who blamed everything on me, throwing food at me that I just cooked after being at work all day among other things… grrrr
seriously here’s a pill this should help you, your depressed, you have anxiety….
Well no fn s**z Sherlock🤦♀️🤦♀️🤦♀️
I was so numbed out on meds it kept me in a loop of abuse
it took me years to figure out that depression and anxiety was my soul actually screaming at me to get out of that life
Good lord , that turned into a rant…I can happily say I have been off of meds for 8 years
I struggle with how easily medical professionals hand out medications
I went to the doctor about a year ago , he goes over the list of questions and when he found out my son took his life,
He immediately asked me what meds I wanted
Not,how are you holding up, how are you handling things?
What medication do you want?
I said none, then he told me I should start smoking again 🤦♀️🤦♀️🤦♀️just don’t drink
Ummm …I don’t drink , did you really just tell me to go buy some ci******es 🤦♀️🤦♀️🤦♀️
I was like wtf… I don’t need anything …I’m an energy healer, I work with angels in the quantum field
This poor guy was in tears and I ended up comforting him for a loss he suffered , ok this is starting to make sense
So very strange and surreal, he asked me to start a support group…
He thought he was helping…so did the other doctors… they wanted to stop the pain…here take a pill , it will make it all better
What I’ve learned in this life is that pain is inevitable but suffering is a choice
If you are constantly numbing the pain it will never go away and you will be in a loop of suffering
If you heal the core of the pain you can stop suffering and there are many ways to find and resolve the cause of the issue
If you feel stuck, just know there is a way out💜🌹💜
This post feels like the roller coaster I’ve been on past couple days🤣😘😇
Living love, giving love and BEing love🌹💜🌹💜🌹💜
