11/12/2024
GRATEFUL HEARTS 🧡 ✨
As part of our Gratitude in Action month at Lotus House we want to showcase an individual who embodies this ideal. Meghan, a Case Manager & Team Leader, has been with at Lotus House for multiple years. She has continued to be a pillar in our community giving back to those around her every single day. Meghan is a crucial part of our home and we are eternally grateful for her example & her recovery. Check out Meghan’s story & show her some love ‼️👇🏽
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Hello, My name is Meghan and I'm a recovering alcoholic and drug addict as of 06/30/2021.
My life has been spent always chasing the feeling of wanting to belong, and running away from my emotions. The one companion I always had was the faith that a drug or drink would make me content with life. Never feeling apart, until I picked up. Coming from a small town where it was normal to drink daily, I never knew that it was slowly progressing to take over my life. I thought after all of my years of drug abuse, and getting away from that lifestyle, that I could possibly be an alcoholic too. After shutting the door on drugs, and drinking again like I always had. I started drinking around the clock, and couldn't go a day without it.
During Covid-19 and the lock-down my disease really took off, I didn't have to show up for life, and that was okay. Those were the darkest days, and also when I experienced D.T's for the first time, I was physically and mentally dependent on alcohol. I had lost all control, before I even realized it, and I was spiritually drained. The love of my two children couldn't even keep me sober, and before I knew it, the family removed my two children from my care. That wasn't even my rock bottom. It took till the eve of my father's death due to complications from his alcoholism, where I saw my own certain death coming.
With persuasion from a dear family friend I agreed to go to treatment for the second time in my life. God willing it will be the last time, that is where my recovery journey began. I spent three weeks detoxing in the hospital, before I went to residential and then PHP and IOP. I took the suggestion to try sober living, and I never knew the gifts that would come from it would change my life for the better in so many ways.
I formed lifelong connections to women who inspire me every day. I am an active member of A.A., I sponsor women, and work with a sponsor, I work with women at different points of their recovery every day. I have a strong relationship with God today, the same God that I thought abandoned me long ago, was really by my side every step of the way. I have overcome a lot of medical complications from alcoholism, and have accepted the ones that I will have to manage the rest of my life. I find hope in every day, and knowing that by daily action towards my recovery, I have a daily reprieve from my addiction.
I have repaired relationships with my children, my brother, and close friends. I am the friend a person can count on, an employee an employer can trust, and I am a functioning member of society again. The promises have been being fulfilled around me, and I am living my answered prayers.
“By the grace of God if willingness was the key to unlock the gates of hell, then it is by action that opens those doors so that we can walk freely among the loving.”