05/18/2026
43 today, hallelujah. It’s carving out many celebrations over many days, it’s remembering that Tauruses are all about asking for what we want of ourselves and each other and unshackling the layers of shame and people pleading and masking we put up the rest of the year that keep us from this. It’s cupping my own shoulders in the sauna, and always tending this body, oh this tender body. It’s gathering with close friends and going deep, it’s eviscerating the most beautiful birthday cake by diving in forks first, f**k a plate and f**k decorum. It’s night blooming flowers and watching them pop from balloon to bloom, it’s doing my makeup during nap time cuz the baby’s sick and she’ll probably (definitely) need me to come in and hold her to nap. Its love, so much love. It’s everything over and over, as it always has been. It’s this dance of life that brings me to my knees in gratitude and grief. What a trip it is to live fully in this human experience 🌈✨🌀