12/18/2025
A Note from Jessica:
The more I do this, the more I realize- so many of us are trying to change the hardware without addressing the software. Me included! We want to look good, feel good, do good and we keep hitting a wall. It’s often our nervous system and subconscious messaging. As I was praying through this today- it hit me: We are updating our hardware but not our software and what does that always cause→ malfunction.
We must update and address both concurrently. And today I’m tapping into my internal messaging- and it’s telling me- you’re not safe, love is conditional, and you must perform. I see that little girl inside me and what she needs to hear is- you are safe, you are known, you are loved. You are a child of God and there is nothing you need to prove to anyone today.
This is a (free AI version) picture of adult me taking the time to care for my young self. Not ignoring, punishing, or lecturing her- just caring for her and speaking truth into some flawed internal messaging. If you are feeling tension and seem to keep hitting walls- I invite you to pray through what internal messaging may be directing you. As you all know- I love hormones- but truly hormones are just responses to the life that we are living- and hormone imbalances often reflect deeper internal imbalances.
I am only seeing patients a few days in January to work on the business side of things- specifically with organization, focus, and efficiency. The clinic will still be open. We are currently closed to new patients- but we are keeping a waiting list and seeking wisdom for how the Lord wants to guide and direct our services in 2026. Please join me in prayer for the future of the clinic. Above all, we strive to be a place where people can experience true care and restoration.
I wish you all a blessed Christmas season! With love, Jessica