06/29/2021
Today marks 3 months since my beautiful girl was called up to heaven. I still cannot understand why and question everyday. My life is forever changed as a person. Our dinner table will always have that empty chair. I know life goes on as it does but for us it still stands still. I can only pray to be half the person to so many as she was in her short life. I want to thank god first for giving me the strength to get up everyday and do what I do. As hard as it is the find the strength to go on he provides me that. Thank you. Next I want to thank my family. Without their support, caring and compassion I could have never made it to this point in the process. They have been truly amazing and I am blessed. Thank you. Next I want to thank my massage clients. From my clients that I have seen for years to my new clients that travel hours away for there sessions. I have sat and cried with you, you have listened to me talk of Shelly and you have offered love and support for me and my family. I value each and everyone of you for that. Thank you. Lastly, my friends that have reached out to me sometimes daily just to say they were thinking of me and my family. Old friends and many new friends through our meeting from the tiktok community (Shelly's doing I am sure). Thank you for just sending a text somedays to offer your support. That means the world on these tough days. Thank you.
I know there is nothing I can do to change the outcome of her passing but I can continue her work in touching as many peoples lives for the better through my profession. I love you Shelly girl ! Your are such a beautiful soul.
