09/26/2024
Who Am I?
Who am I
I was told to ask this to myself in meditation
It took a while for an answer to come back
Turns out I persevere was the answer
Turns out that I am a conduit for the life energy of “kindness” to flow through and out of me
It turns out that I am an overcomer and a builder from the scrap heaps of life’s unpleasant
Offerings
Turns out that I am meant to heal and help and take care of others even in the darkest of states,
At bedsides, holding hands, in teary eyed moments of twilight time
Turns out that I am a lantern lit soul, with the radiance of the sun shining out of me like I am the
Moon face, just reflecting the wave
Turns out I move as though sand moves through ocean waters; my meaty bag of bones in this
Body turning back to sand indistinguishable at times from the oceanic energy waves of this sonic
Reality… coursing through all of us at all times and in all ways
It turns out that my spirit likes the idea of being like a hawk; sharp eyed, patient, executioning,
Beautiful, deadly
Turns out that my spirit wanted to personify the virtues of an eagle; transcendent, indomitable,
Solitary, graceful
Turns out I am a recovering rageaholic that really wants to just hug the world
Turns out that I was a nice person under all the falsehoods of my youthful wide eyes and the
Horrible places my ignorance led me
It turns out that I was indestructible, that I was incorruptible, and that I was going to continue to
Soar straight up.
Turns out, It took a while for my inner voice to answer
Or for me to even realize it had been silenced
It turns out, I just had to learn to sit and listen for the reply when I asked myself
Who am I
