06/23/2025
This weekend, I had a challenging and liberating conversation with a friend 💦
I felt unimportant and forgotten by someone I love and a connection that means a great deal to me.
A heart felt message not responded to for weeks, a comment he said months ago that still looped in my head and stung.
A slow disconnection that was haunting my heart. I kept doing my best to dim it, telling myself I was over reacting, trying not to care, dipping in to anger, avoiding, etc.
But my truth is that I do care. A lot.
I was afraid to share my sadness because I was afraid of being seen as *too much* I was afraid he would turn away even more if I shared. Embarrassed that I seemed to care more about our friendship than he did.
Yet, because of the continued work we both do to feel safe in our body and to stay committed to love as Path, it felt safe to share.
There were a lot of tears on my end.
And instead of defensiveness or distance, he received me.
Strong spine, open masculine heart.
Owned the impact. Immediately.
Reflected back that yes, it did suck.
And said — “I will do better.”
Immediately I was able to breathe deeper, feel my womb, allow for more connection. My animal body relaxed because I wasn’t withholding my truth or contracting and contorting myself to keep the connection.
True intimacy is-
✨ Deep raw presence.
✨ A devotion to repair.
✨ The shared willingness to stay.
✨ Taking responsibility to know and feel our truth — then share in emotionally intelligent ways that honor all truths.
This is what I am committed to as a woman and Priestess- emotional alchemy, intimacy with life and true self, the art of re enchantment ❤️🔥
There are times when you may feel like *too much* or too intense. But I am here to remind you -
You are the exact juicy dripping holy wild magick that the right people love to love 💦
In this moment of raw truth telling and receiving his love reflected back to me, I felt alive in our devotion to the altar of Love.
Because this is the why we are here
And real connection is worth it ✨❤️🔥