
05/20/2025
πβ¨ Today is a massive celebration for me! It's been 30 days since I decided to walk through life clean and sober from ma*****na. When Spirit first spoke to me, saying, "It's time to stop," I was like, "NOOOOO, I'm not ready!" But Spirit reassured me, "Everything you are searching for is on the other side."
I know it was Spirit guiding me because if it had been up to me, Iβd still be numbing myself! π³π€ Back in 2012, I started smoking as a rebellion against my ex, and it became a communal activity I enjoyed. But now, I realize thereβs so much more out there waiting for me.
Ever since I started smoking, I have never traveled without it! But Iβve now been on 3 trips across the country and have not missed a beat! I am forever grateful! πβ¨
When Spirit spoke again, just before 4/20, I had a moment of doubt, but then I remembered my promise: when Spirit says stop, I will obey! πΆ The amazing part? Unlike others, I havenβt felt the usual cravings or irritability. I've hung out with friends who still indulge, and I've felt no temptation.
Hereβs to embracing this journey, discovering who I truly am, and finding everything I was searching for on the other side! ππ