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Crazy Crystal tell's story's, Oklahoma City, OK (2025)

06/23/2024

Well this is not going good at all. I never been this worried about our situation we are in. I'm really not trying to get discouraged, but time is running out on us. I'm post to stay find and tell myself it's going to be alright. Well I don't believe that for one second. Oh lord Crystal is complaining once again. So what if I am. It shouldn't shock you. That I freak out 99% of the time. I'm not a shame of doing that. It just means I have a heart and soul that cares just too much about something and I will never stop that. It's who Crystal is and how she works through things in her life. I'm never going stop who I am and what I bring to the table. At least I don't hide any true colors.

06/15/2024

Good morning , I wanted to Inform you on the Marketplace. I have been scam on there twice now. Lucky nobody lose anything or gain anything. Thank God for that. I just want ya'll to be careful on these Sites. Don't allow your self to get trap. I was very lucky yesterday to walk away with just a bruised ego. So please be careful. There are a lot of scam going on. Just take your time and be very cautions on the wed.

05/08/2024

I'm feel a lot better and here way. For two weeks Crystal been going crazy. With the card she was handed. I have been making a lot of mistakes bring that time. Wasting my time and energy on something. I have no clue how to handle it or what to about it. Well I tell you this. I got my wake up call yesterday. I was told to shut up. Set down and let me do my job. I can tell you C**t is passing this test very well and as for me I wasn't. So that why I got that message loud and clear. So now I'm just doing what Crystal is told. Knowing I don't want to be quiet or Still, but have to. If I want things to change for the good. So I feeling amazing and I going to have a fantastic day on purpose.

05/05/2024

I guess I finally had my blow and it's taking me for a worldwide. To the point where you can't breathe. Due to all the pressure you under. You tell yourself it's going to workout and it's going to be alright, but it's not enough for you tell your self that and hold it together like nothing going on. Keep that straight face like you are supposed do. You can't feel this way. You have to keep all together for every one esl, but for me. I do feel this way and how f**k up thing are getting for us. I'm the one have to keep a straight face. So I don't cause a bigger mess then we are in know. It's pretty s**t how life going. I guess it's the way it's supposed be. The good people get f**ken and keep getting f**k. Oh well then. I accepted to the fullest.

05/04/2024

Hey, yo. Please send some good vibes to my daughter peanuts. She is going out for cheer. Try outs today at 12:45. Keep her in your prayers in an advance. I say thank you, and you'll have a very blessed day.

04/18/2024

Good morning, everyone. I have a favor to ask y'all. I am facing my biggest problem I ever had in this life. No I'm not going into detail on it. Do to the fact that it my defend people and that's the last thing I want to do in the situation. So I'm asking for prayers and peace while I'm waiting on my father over this matter. Thank y'all so very much in advance for your prayers and thoughts. Y'all have such a wonderful day on purpose. I love you guy's and most importantly God loves you to.🤗😘

03/10/2024

I'm excited to start this book with my girl's. We know us woman have more emotions then men. So I thought this would be a huge help to us and understanding how to deal with them.

02/21/2024

Today it's a very exciting day for me. I have got my new book in by Joyce Meyer. Called Do yourself a favor forgive. I have started my journey with my Father. To help me to understand my gifts and how to use them for good and not let them take control over me. Like they always do to some degree. This has not be easy and it's not going to be easy either. I have been depressed for over a month know, because I thank I'm not making any progress in this area, but in reality I'm am making little progress with this matter, because I came to the point in my 30's to wake up and move forward with my life and the challenges. I face on daily basis with my health. I have gotten a hold of thing's and putting them in my father's hands to take care of. In the meantime while he working. I'm doing my part. Are connecting with my mental health and get somewhat on track. With God's plan for me. I used to thank he messed up on making me , because I have so many gifts that have a very strong holds on me. When it comes to the other part me and "NO" I will not ask my father to take it alway. That's not what I want to happen and I will tell you why. That part of Crystal is a huge apart in my life. That I don't wanted to leave that part out of my life. All I would like to do is. Work out them and turn them in a blessing and not war zone. I love who I am and what makes Crystal. I will continue to do my part on working through my health and getting better at it.

02/17/2024

Get up, get up
Get up, get up
Get up, get up
Get up, get up, get up, get up
I know you're clinging to the light of day
To tell you everything's a-okay
And medication don't do much
Yeah, it just numbs the brain
Guess you might say I'm a little intense
I'm on the bright side of being hell-bent
So, take it from me, you're not the only one
Who can't see straight (can't see straight)
If you were ever in doubt
Don't sell yourself short, you might be bulletproof
Hard to move mountains when you're paralyzed
But you gotta try
And I'm calling out
Get up, get up
Get a move on
Get up, get up
What's taking so long?
Get up, get up
Get a move on
Stop stalling, I'm calling out
Get up, get up
Get a move on
Get up, get up
Ain't nothing wrong
'Cause I believe you can be whatever
And I agree you can do much better, trust me
Everybody wants to sing their song
So, Marvin Gaye, "What's Going On?"
Ain't nothing normal when it comes to you and me
I'd rather twist myself in knots than watch you give up on your dreams
If you were ever in doubt
Don't sell yourself short, you might be bulletproof
Hard to move mountains when you're paralyzed
But you gotta try
So I'm calling out
Get up, get up
Get a move on
Get up, get up
What's taking so long?
Get up, get up
Get a move on
Stop stalling, I'm calling out
Get up, get up
Get a move on
Get up, get up
Ain't nothing wrong
'Cause I believe you can be whatever
And I agree you can do much better, trust me
Yeah, I don't know why I never talk about it
I guess that's probably part of the problem
Yeah, sometimes you're wrong, sometimes you're right
Just gotta keep moving
Yeah, I'm just gonna keep moving
Today, tomorrow, gonna get
Get up, get up
Get a move on
Get up, get up
What's taking so long?
Get up, get up
Get a move on
Stop stalling, I'm calling out
Get up, get up
Get a move on
Get up, get up
Ain't nothing wrong
'Cause I believe you can be whatever
And I agree you can do much better, trust me
Get up, get up
Get up, get up, get up, get up
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Songwriters: Brent Smith / Eric Bass
Get Up lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

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02/13/2024

Okay, I don't want a pity party over this, but I need to let out. So why not put it on here and I hope it help someone that struggles with mental health. Well Crystal been depressed for two week's know. I'm not sure what causing this either. I tell you it feels like the life is getting sucked out of you. I have been crying off and on through the day. Started at 5 clock this morning. To the point C**t al must stay home and I told him that it would make me feel worse if you do that. So I told him I got this and who care that someone see me broken and lose at the moment. If I can turn off. Trust me I would do it in heart beat, but that's not how Crystal body works. You tried to work on the areas that are taking most of your time and life away. To get the knowledge to help or slow down the manic and the depression, but before you know it. Your body to far gone before you realize. That you have problem or a situation in are in. I get that this life no cake walk either, but when you try to understand your body and it like no. I have us and you just let me do what best for us. What is best for us? All you doing is condemned us and hurting us. You say your help me, but you killing me slowly. I wish I can see down with my inner child and ask her. Why do thank you have to procet me and not let the big Crystal do it. What happen to the point. Were you thank you more in control then I ever was. I'm not saying that I want you to leave, but let me try to handle it before you come out and make twister of everything that got you so bit Over and over. What did I do to you?

01/17/2024

Well, this is good away to start your morning off. I didn't get enough sleep and it's showing that already. Plus wake up at midnight to punk my guts out. That really did set me off. I'm pretty sure that what is feeding the manic and the Tipping of the iceberg. When you see I busted pipe. That really set me off. To the point I had to call my mom. To tell my mom I'm about to lose myself on my landlord and if you said you can't get upset with. Well let me tell you why I want to lose it on my landlord. He haven't done nothing to fixes any thing in this trailer. I have floors that are separating and what he put over the wood. That stuff is coming up in every room of the house. Plus my Separate tank overflows all the time into the backyard, and he doesn't do anything about it. All he tell me if you leave the house I could fix it. Well, I can't do that either , because he like to make him myself feel right at home. Watching my TV while the guy's was fixing the floor the first time this all happened. So why would it be wrong to go off him? I truly thank I have the right to say something. I have 26,440.00 in rent. So you can't tell me he not able to fix the things that are falling apart in this trailer. Well, that all I have to said on that. Yep, Crystal it's on full out manic trip, but it's alright it's who I am and how I was built.

01/10/2024

Oh you devil you need to get out of my head with your lies and attacks. I'm so over the feelings you bring with you lies. Guess what I don't care if you keep putting in my head that I'm nothing and be nothing. Well you are right about, but God doesn't see me that way. So what if I'm in providing and everything fall apart right in front me. Well I can't do anything in this dead flesh, but if I turn to my father and give it to him. To take care of it. I'm doing my part in this as well. So just back off me and leave me alone, because my God is stronger then you and will provide me and my family out of this. You keep telling me I messing things up. Well I'm must be doing something right, because you are attacking me. To stop me from coming to my father for support and grace. You give me nothing and you will always be nothing. So I tell you here right now to flea from me in the name of JESUS. I cast you out of my life and standing on the foundation of my Heavenly Father.

01/03/2024

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Life around me's changing too fast
And you can't replace what's stuck in the past
And people you meet, they soon fade away
But if they're willing to leave don't beg them to stay
Life goes on with or without 'em
Only pain comes from thinking about 'em
Movin' on is the best way to go
When it feels like it's a one lane road
A broken path is long and it is dark
You can't see where to go when the flame won't spark
You're on the ground with scars from your past
You might be hurting now but the pain won't last
Pain won't last
Every day seems to be the same
And you can't see the sun through the pouring rain
No one to call when life gets tough
Feel so alone, man, I've had enough
Life goes on with or without 'em
Only pain comes from thinking about 'em
Movin' on is the best way to go
When it feels like it's a one lane road
A broken path is long and it is dark
You can't see where to go when the flame won't spark
You're on the ground with scars from your past
You might be hurting now but the pain won't last
Last, last, last
Movin' on is the best way to go
When it feels like it's a one-lane road
A broken path is long and it is dark
You can't see where to go when the flame won't spark
You're on the ground with scars from your past
You might be hurting now but the pain won't last
Pain won't last
Pain won't last

12/21/2023

So yesterday I was on edge with my self. I know it takes alot out of me. When I have to deal with crowds. It was already feeling unease that morning. I did repair myself and tell myself that we ant doing is for other people. You are doing for your girls. To show them that I want to be present for there event's. I'm not going to lie you. I was tripping, very over heated to the point you feel on fire and of course my shaking. I felt so miserable, because my body was already giving us away. I kept getting ask mom you okay. Even know I really despise that word. Well look at this way. I have came to terms with all my gifts and I have accepted them as well. I will never be okay and I know that. Yes Crystal will be all right to a certain extent. That's how I look at my things that I have do with my gift and the new one that was find this year. Oh how would love to give back , but do I really want that. No I don't, because that's who Crystal is and was made that way. I my never fully understand why I was given these things in this life. All I am is trying to work through what's ever got my body so twisted and running 90 miles. I am who I am with my faults. I would never asked to change me. All want is to be better at what's going on with and deal with it. In more positive ways in stead of also ways feeling like I have to fight all the time. Also doesn't make it easy that your bipolar gift all about Fight. Oh how wish could of got flight or freeze. Nope Crystal got fight. Oh well it's who I'm and that's all that matters to me in the end.

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