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04/26/2024
[Honest, rambling type of post]
It didn't escape my attention that I basically didn't post on this account for a month. It was unintentionally intentional, a break I didn't realize how much I needed. And the more of a break that I have, the better I feel.
This year has been very challenging, and only in the last couple of weeks have I felt like I had enough bandwidth to manage to onslaught. You know that comic of someone surrounded by lemons, with their defeated head in their arms, while a machine labeled "Life" continually pumps out more lemons at them?
Yeah.
It's been like that.
I desperately have needed space to rest. To recover. To heal. Space I haven't been able to get in over a year, and space that I wasn't honoring even when I did get it.
Tarot itself is incredibly rewarding. Tarot as a business has been incredibly draining. Corporate greed has prices skyrocketing, and when a 25lb bag of dog food goes from $50 to $75, the margin for error disappears.
I can't afford to have a slow week, or month, let alone a slow six months.
I can't afford to stay in business full-time, and it was a grief-filled day when I realized that.
I'm not 100% sure what it will look like to put Mica Sage Tarot on the backburner. The only concrete move I have made is to step down from doing walk-in readings at Radiance on weekends.
Through the next month, I will be resting and restructuring as I need to. April has brought many changes, and I'm being called to sit with them and make my moves from a place of intention.
Absolutely, I will be bringing you all along, should you choose to stick around.