07/09/2024
Last night I heard a bomb hit my foundation. My cousin Lamar passed away. What hurts me the most was that I was into my own pain to stop by and see him. Even though I thought about him as I passed by his place. I wanted him to see me as great and not broken cause I always looked for his approval. In my selfishness I missed out on the moments we have left to share. God how do we cherish the moments we have left to share when the pain we carry can be so great? Last night I learned that my heart still feels pain even though I thought it was gone. To my family I ask to reach out to me. This one hurts differently. My prayers to all that feels this loss.