11/11/2023
the end of October was a period of deep illumination for me. forces in the cosmos 100% played a role, we had a full moon & lunar eclipse in Ta**us- our inner world was center stage & the play was a reflection of the past 2 years, a cycle that started in November 2021. this performance needed to play one more time in order for me to get off the stage, shed the costume, & lay it to rest
at the time of my birth the Sun, the Moon, & Venus were all in the sign of Ta**us. the planet of identity, the planet of emotion, & the planet of love all in the sign that craves comfort, stability, & security
the past few weeks leading into November were chaotic & emotional (very emotional) but after the dust settled i realized how meant to be it was. i was experiencing insecurity & instability through the emotions i was feeling & the actions my emotions led me to take, it was quite uncomfortable
my identity was in question- âwho am i?â, âwhat do i want to do?â, âhow do i want to live?â
the past 2 years i have been dedicated to my health, my self-growth, & my education. i transformed into an entirely new Kayla- Kayla the health girl, Kayla the wellness girl, Kayla the spiritual girl. my life went from partying, escaping, & surviving to studying, reflecting, & healing, my life literally took a 360
everything that shifted at the start of this 2-year cycle was challenged & in question. i fell into old patterns & habits, old ways of being & feeling. i was questioning myself- âdo i even want to be âthe health girlâ?â, âdo i even really care about this?â, âdo i even want to help others on their health journey?â
all that iâve been led to, all that iâve been prioritizing, all that has led to my expansion was suddenly up for debate. my experiences in the month of October while some were yes⊠intense others were exciting but all were illuminations shining light on my true identity- who i am, authentically