11/01/2025
I guess it’s finally time I post about this. I’ve been putting it off because I haven’t been able to find the words, and I honestly still don’t have them…
This year has been a massive shift for me. Closing of chapters and opening my eyes to new potentials and beginnings.
I’ve been living in California for the past ✨9✨ years, and unfortunately, it’s time to close this chapter. Fitting since the number 9 in numerology represents the ending of cycles, completion, and leading to new beginnings.
After ✨9✨ years working for the best action sports apparel brand out there, I lost my job in a company-wide lay-off. I had been feeling the shift for a while, but it still came as a shock. It was both heartbreaking and freeing. (Again, notice the number 9).
After healing from burnout and taking time for myself, I thought it would be the perfect opportunity to really dive into my energy healing business. The universe had other plans and I injured my neck in July to the point where I could barely lift anything heavier than a coffee mug.
My mom, being the amazing human she is, graciously offered to fly out and help me around the house and with driving so I could fully heal and not re-injure myself. Accepting help from anyone is not something I do easily, but I knew how important it was for my body to rest and repair. This allowed me to realize that asking for and accepting help isn’t a weakness but an opportunity for us to release stress and make space to see things in a new light.
While I healed, I went through a mix of emotions - relief, defeat, rejection, fear, uncertainty. It gave me so much time to reflect on the past year, few years, and my recent decisions. I didn’t know what my future looked like anymore. I just knew that energy healing was in my soul and I couldn’t go back to corporate 9-5. I even tried, but every company I applied to either never responded or “moved forward with other candidates”. Of course I knew in my heart I wasn’t going to get a new job - if the universe pushed me out of that path, why would it put me back in?
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