Ever Rising Life Arts with Nischalã Lindsay

08/12/2025

Allow Our Humanness
To Be Held As Sacred

This is One Mighty Way to
Become Intimate With God

I Love You 🙏🩵🌸

07/31/2025

Anthony & his sidekick Gita make Being a Real Life Super Hero look easy & also VERY CUTE!

If y’all only knew how hard Anthony works all day everyday. Not only to support me through this very challenging medical sabbatical & time of Grief after losing my Mother...but also his family. The support he gives me is a Devotion unlike any Love, Respect & Support I have EVER had. He is a solid reliable Friend to MANY.

This is not to mention his actual job…
he helps people get in to Recovery all day everyday…

It is NOT for the faint of heart.

Let this be a Reminder there ARE Great People with Morals & Care ALL Over this World! They Are Focused on Being the Change They Want to See!

And hopefully catching rejuvenating Cat Naps along the way. 🥰🙃

Anthony & I reached 9 years together in June!! Through the highs & lows I can Honestly say I Love & Honor & Appreciate Anthony more every single day.

SO Grateful to God for this Man 🙏🥹🩵

And also to Mimi for having hims 😇🥰

07/31/2025

I Remember taking turns turning 20 with these Incredible Women while we were in college in Charleston, South Carolina. Talking bout “Oh my God y’all we are going to be in our 40’s someday… that is gonna be weird… I wonder will we still know each other…”. …. … the answer is YES lol 🤣😎🥰🥹🤗

Over the past 25 YEARS between the dorm rooms, apartments, boyfriends, deaths, mental health break downs, celebrations of weddings & mile stones, times living near & times living far from one another these Women have remained Honest, True, Reliable & a Source of Love, Strength & Stability for me…

Both they & their families have accepted, supported & protected me in ways my own biological family could not. I can confidently say they have helped saved my life countless times…

And there are definitely some BFF’s missing from this photo that fall under these descriptions as well… you know who you are. Great God My Friends Are Such ANGELS & Inspirations in My Life & I Am Ever SO Grateful!

Living in Florida for a little over 9 years now has had me missing My South Carolina Besties for YEARS!

Experiencing My Mom’s Death with their support has me on my knees in Gratitude Daily since I returned home. I LITERALLY could not have done it without y’all having My Heart’s Back!

The Older I get & the more I experience the more I realize that God has Blessed me with some of the Most Incredible Friends anyone could ask for.

I Pray You know how Deeply I Love & Cherish each one of you!!!

Being in Your Presence Was MEDICINE For My Soul! THANK YOU!!!

With Fierce & Infinite Love & Devotion,
Lindsay aka Lou Bega aka Lerntz aka LJ

🌹🙏♥️🥹🕊️🍃✨

06/14/2025

06/09/2025

I first heard this Albert Einstein quote somewhere around 4th/5th Grade.

It changed my understanding of the world & it validated my pain and confusion as a child AND it carved a STRONG Life Long Value in me NOT to be apathetic.

How many times do people simply look away? Sometimes, we simply don’t have the Awareness or Capacity. Other times we know we are enabling abuse or neglect & we choose apathy. Or tell our selves “it is not our business”. Or if people are in deep pain we say, “cover up your pain its making me uncomfortable”…

Sadly, in my almost 44 years I have witnessed the more “private” people are often hiding abuse… whether its being done by them or to them. We do indeed get addicted to abuse.

Look at what WE have done!!!!

To ANYONE who thinks I am hating on my Dad you are VERY mistaken. Rising into Truth so Healing can happen is one if GOD’S LOVE Purest & Most Powerful Capabilities.

Your projections & assumptions are yours.

I LOVE My Dad & I Am VERY Proud of ALL He & Mom have overcome.

AND my Dad is not safe space for me & has struggled greatly to Respect me. Which is something I have been Patient, Vocal & Honest about my entire life. Hence, we did not have much of a relationship until about 5-6 years ago… its a work in progress that I am not ashamed of… but has been deeply painful my entire life.

Dealing with my brother, Shaun is something that is harder than anyone who does not have the experience can imagine. AND I am not giving up on Shaun either! And I WILL Protect Myself from both of them & speak freely where my own Safety & Dignity is concerned.

Contd in comments…

06/08/2025

Today I have felt like The Wind is being knocked out of me over and over again…
15 Days since Mom left Her body…

I can’t help but to be reminded by my physiology how familiar of a feeling that was for my body growing up in a home & life where I was very often literally physically & verbally fighting against males in my orbit . While NO adults took any of the abuse seriously.

Life was requiring little ole me to protect myself against My Brother (who is a BEAST), my Dad, cousins, mentally ill neighbors & old nasty men who were “friends of the family” who got away EASILY with feeling the kids up IN FRoMT of the adults were all formidable opponents I suppose…

But Thankfully. My Spirit is Unwavering & I Was Born With a Stellar Sense of Morality & Self Respect despite the BS brainwashing of society & religions based in fear & judgement (Rather than Truth & Respect).

What TORE My Heart Out as a young child, teenager & young adult is that
NO ONE took the abuse, violence, neglect or mental illnesses seriously…

When a Child or a Woman is Being Abused IT MATTERS.

We Allow Abuse & Neglect & then teach our children its ok & its just the way things are. Deal with it.

This is a Gross, Pathetic & LAZY World View.

***This photo was from the Morning I Knew I Would Be Holding My Mother as She Left Her Body.

I had been at the hospital with her about 7 hours the day before awaiting a Drs report that never came… However, the Respiratory Nurse made it clear the hard conversation was coming the next day… May 24.

At that point my parents still were not really grasping that intubation was not going to be the “least painful” or “most comfortable” route. They were not grasping how dangerous or how much pain she would be in for a very tiny chance of living with such diseased lungs.

I will forever be grateful the Doctors finally helped them grasp what intubation would be experienced as for her.

Those last 10 days with My Mother
Are SO Sacred to Me….

Thank You God For My Mother,
And My Father, And My Life

May Our Family Heal in The Light of Truth & Honor Your Will

Great One, Holy Spirit of All

06/05/2025

My Mother, She is not gone with the wind… she has not disappeared nor has her Light been dimmed…

My Mother, She has Become One With The Wind…

She is One With Christ & ALL Things…

Closer than EVER yet out of this world…

I Feel Her but I can’t touch her…

I Yearn to Hug Her, Embrace Her, Tell Her How Much I Love Her & The Infinite things I Love About Her…

I Give Thanks, as I Feel Her in Every Element of My Body & This World… I Feel Her Hands Touch My Skin EVERY Time The Wind Blows…

I Feel Ecstatic For Her Liberation…
And tragically sad for our loss of Her Physical Presence…

I Am In Awe of Her Spirit Beginning to Communicate in New Ways…. and I Am Learning to Listen & Speak in New Ways…

While I Lean Into My Life in The Wake of Her Death…
As I Crumble & Rise… Giving My Self, Yet Again, Fully to The Divine Becoming as The Child of God I Am….
I Sing, I Pray, I Bow, I Gestate With Renewed Purpose…

May We Respect Our Mother’s & Grand Mother’s
Truly, Completely & Honestly Protect & Respect Them

The Love of The Mother Never Leaves…

With Infinite Unwavering Love, Truth & Compassion,
Nischalã Rose Lindsay
✝️🙏🩵🌹🌊🌀🍃✨🍃✨

05/29/2025

Beloved Family,
I Will NOT be at the regular Visitation for My Mother shared in the paper from 5-7 on Thurs.

I Invite You to Join a Sacred Gathering Service at Posey’s Funeral in
North Augusta, SC from 2-4 PM.

I Will Speak about My EPIC Mother &
We Have The Honor of having The Incredible John Heinsohn to play a short Acoustic Set for Us!!!! ✝️🙏🩵🌹😭✨

To Honor My Own Safety & Boundaries With Family I Will Be Hosting My Own Gathering for those who were part of My Mother’s & My Life together.

If You Wish to See Me & My Mother’s Body below is the Invitation for the service I am holding to Honor what an AMAZING Mother she was since my Dad will not allow me
to do these things at the Funeral. Sadly, because She Deserves THE DEEPEST HONORING & ALL THE BESt!!!!
I mean to do My Best in Giving Her The Best Honoring I Can in my Only Opportunity to do so before she is buried. ✝️🙏🩵🌹

I look forward to Seeing You, Hugging You & Reminiscing with ALL of You!

Infinite Love & Respect,
Nischalã Lindsay Johnson
✝️🙏🩵🌹🐉🌊🌀🍃✨🍃✨

Thank You GOD For My Mama!!!✝️🙏🩵🥹

05/28/2025

05/26/2025

MY GLORIOUS MOTHER Left Her Body on Saturday, May 24, 2025 at 2:48 PM.

I Had The Honor of Holding Her Hand & Looking Her In The Eye as She Transitioned Over a 2 Hour Period. Dad would come and go as he could. She Knew We Were There Together With Her. Anthony was Holding Space For Dad & I ✝️🙏🩵

As I was Praying Out Loud & Singing to Bless This Sacred Portal In Which She Is Returning to God my dad told me to stop singing over and over again. I reeled it to a whisper & continued Singing Love, Gratitude & Blessings into The Sacred Body Vessel of My Mother Through Which I Entered This Earth. I Have NOTHING But Honor For My Mother, Her Life & Her Transition.

Only in the past 5 years have reopened My Heart to my Dad. Last year we had the most open hearted talk we have ever had. Then I came home & cried for 2 weeks bc I was terrified of opening My Heart to Him again.

He has been a Great Provider & a HORRIBLE Protector my entire life.
Never Protecting My Mom from my Brother. And Ofcourse everyone was subject to Dads abuse & anger.

It saddens me to have to Be SO Blunt at this time but I Am ONLY Available For Truth & I Have to Swiftly Make Boundaries & Arrangements.

My Dad has Proven over the past week and 3 days that He is Not Capable of Regarding Me, Respecting Me or Protecting My Self From His Judgement & abuse.

NOT AVAILABLE & MAKING HARD BOUNDARIES WITH MY DAD 🙏

I Am Praying By Law I have some Rights to have a Private Visitation For Me, My Mother & My Friends & Family Who Knew & Loved Her & Shared SO Much Beautiful Life With Us.

Pray With Me Please!
So That I May Have a Voice to Celebrate My Mother’s Life & Honor Her Death 🙏😭✨

In Yeshua’s Name We Pray ✝️🙏🩵

By Christ I Am Guided
By Devotion I Serve His Will

To Honor Thy Mother 🌹🙏✝️🩵🐉💕🌊
& Father

All I Can Do Is My Best

If you want me to be small, I cannnot help you.

God’ Got This & I Follow Orders I Get From Direct Communication Down to a Tee!!!

Thank You All For Your Out Pouring of Love During This LiFE Altering Time ✝️🙏🩵

I Am SO Blessed to Your Daughter,
Tina Marie Harper Johnson!!! 🌹🙏🩵✝️

05/18/2025

Tonight is CRUCIAL, So We Pray that She, Tina Marie Harper Johnson has the BEST Deep Healing Rest, that Her Lungs Grow Clear & Strong, and that she has as little pain as possible… that Her Body is Blessed with Ease & Grace & Health & Strength!!!!

My Heart & Soul Are SO Grateful to Be By Her Side. Thank You God! 🌹🙏🩵

The Hospital staff is GREAT Thank GOD!

She has been conscious & coherent. We Are Together & I wont be leaving her side. I Am SO Grateful & Honored to Be By Her Side!!! (And yes, ill be sleeping soon too, Mom is Resting Now Hallelujah! 🙏🩵🙏🩵🙏🩵🙏

Words could NEVER describe what a Profound Soul & Mother She Is & has been for me in my Life. Forever in Awe!

A TRUE SAINT She IS!!!!!!

I’ve Been Seeing & Feeling Jesus Christ, Our Beloved Yeshua With Her.
I’ve been having Visions of Him this evening of Him
Planting & Tending & Sitting in a Flower Garden in Her Lungs… 🙏🩵✝️😇

The Blessing of Christ is in Every Cell of Her Body, Lungs, Heart, Spirit & Mind. In Jesus Name It Is So🙏😇🩵✨

🥹Oh and Ofcourse she had to listen to some Michael Jackson, Her ALL Time FAVE 🙏😎🩵

Thank You ALL for Praying & checking in on us! It means the World! 🌹🙏♥️🌎

I Am Ever More Grateful that My Parents Truly Know God & introduced me too ;)

My Beloved Mommy is In His Hands 🙏

I Love & Appreciate You All!🙏🐉🩵🌸

05/16/2025

My Beloved Mother is in ICU & on a ventilator & not breathing on her own.

I Ask You Join My Family in Prayer in God Bringing My Precious Mother through this i and that He Heal Her Body!!!

She has severe pneumonia among other major health challenges she has had for many years.

She is has The Purest Love & Heart
I Know! I KNOW She is In God’s Hands but this hurts!!!

Pray for My Bodys Strength as I travel
to her with my own difficult health challenges with Bartonella & Mold Toxicity (Lyme is dormant! 🙏)

This is SO Scary. I Love Her SO Much it hurts on a regular day, ya know?

Thank You 🙏🩵😇