Our Cuddle

06/22/2025

11/06/2023

came to visit me. I adore this human starlight more than I can ever express. Almost 30 years of ride or die friendship. Doing life together. Miles separate us but when we are back together it's frosties, 🍟, and friends.

Thank you so much for bringing your sparkle with you. For being my oldest god-mother (fairy godmother) the magical one. Thank you for spoiling my boys the best an auntie can.

Life without you wouldn't be the same. I am so glad that our friendship is the forever times. Thanks for always trusting me and seeing my core light and not just the surface. I love you!

12/14/2022

Today was a day where I reserved space for an ex who wanted closure answers after about a year from when I ended things. I felt willing to do this.
My nesting partner and loves reminded me that I don't owe him anything. I decided that it was something I was willing to do.
This ex didn't show up for what he stated he wanted. I reserved time for him. I sent a message to him stating I wish him well in life but do not wish to be contacted again.

He didn't honor his integrity a year ago. I had asked then to have a discussion on our . Made time in my schedule and had a sitter for my young son. He didn't show up then. A year later and his lack of integrity was the same.

I feel proud that I honored myself worth and told him not to contact me again. My time is of value and I don't owe anyone time. Especially if they don't show up.

He messaged me to say "well I would respond but doesn't seem you have interest in what I have to say"...

He was right I don't. I made time and that was me showing interest to hear him. His actions showed he was not actually interested in closure as he claimed he wanted.

Glowing up to this version of myself makes me feel such self pride. Setting boundaries and not needing to explain why.... it feels so empowering.

Note to those who struggle with wanting to be the "nice one"..... you can still be nice and set self boundaries while honoring your worth. 8 believe in you and I hope you believe in yourself. Xoxo Sammie

10/22/2022

Good morning

08/02/2022

05/20/2022

Happy 1 year to my little one. Time Flys when your having fun. Cant wait for more years ro celebrate. I love you Harlan.

04/12/2022

YOU DESERVE

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-Art Saves- Tribe Ambassador

03/04/2022

This boy steals my ❤ his smiles make any wounds of the soul heal. I absolutely love when the sitters send me photos. Thank you! It's hard to leave for work and not want to spend every morning with this fella.

He looks so much like his handsome daddy in this photo

01/21/2022

This is Joy! Seeing Father and Son.

Santa gave Harlan a real Radio Flyer wagon for Christmas.
Dennis had been searching for a metal one for so long. Good old farm and fleet had some new ones. Unfortunately Dennis was working on Christmas but I saved the wagon for him to put together. So Harlan and Dad put the wagon together.
This is what I love to live for. Watching these moments. They are what matter the most.

Don't forget to stop and admire those around you. Try not to take them for granted.

I know that in the late I have. I forgot to see what was in frount of me as my anxiety and depression ruled my mind.

Post Partum/perinatal depression/mood disorders are real.

They can clog the mind to forget to see what is important. Leaving one in a state of distraught and distress.

Get your sleep. Take time for self. Eat proper. And for goodness shakes please try to see those that are waiting for your return.

I completed a program last week. I returned to work this week. I have my new set in place and met with my therpist.

Now that the post parturm intrusive thoughts are handled it is time to focus on relationships that matter most to me and hoping to reunite and rekindle the wrong and stress my mind allowed me to do to those who matter truly to me.

Thank you for being by my side Dennis. I can never express the amount of gratitude I have for you. Thank you for always seeing me. Loving me. And being my Rock.

I promise you that I will focus everyday on these little moments. I will strive to continue to conquer the .

01/14/2022