10/18/2024
Ok π«£.
Here it isβ¦..
Hereβs my story as to why I disappeared from everything that I could over the last 17 ish months,,,, in a nutshellβ¦
We went on our honeymoon and I got incredibly sick with parasites in Nicaragua. Took a few months to figure that out. But I felt like I was going to die there. Not realizing how much worse it was going to get with other issues compiled.
Did multiple different treatments in the time span and went to 4 doctors. Nobody knew what was actually happening. It was all guessing. My insurance is s**t. . On top of getting sick with everything that crossed my path. I was at my Wittβs End. I had zero energy, everything in my body hurt (more than usual) including my brain, brain fog was so heavy and couldnβt concentrate on anything, insomnia & a level of depression I didnβt know existed. Never in my life have I felt completely defeated like this. I missed my life , my passions, and everything that I used to be! I knew what living life to the fullest was and wasnβt sure if I would ever make it back. I could barely make it to surf or run the daily routine of life and a household and my business . I forced myself to make it to work when I absolutely had to , To run my business that was holding on by a thread. Itβs so incredibly difficult to make people feel better via massage therapy and skincare when I felt so horrible on the inside and out. And in a salon full of beautiful heads of hair everywhere. I know itβs a bit of vanity. But, as a woman it was fn hardβ¦. Working in the field that I do in the Beauty and Health industry,, It has been so hard to keep showing up and pouring out my love that I do to all my clients when I didnβt have a clue what was happening to me. I am overall a very healthy woman aside from needing back and double hip surgery π€£.
I could go on and on about the rollercoaster but I will spare you. And I feel bad even struggling with it all when so many have it so much worse loosing everythingβ¦. But,,, our health is everything!!! What are we without it??
All that being said, I am still here!!
Pushing through, showing up , getting better!!!
Continued in the comments because my post is to long