04/24/2025
I’ve come to realize that I need to find a more united and grounded birth community, one where I can be surrounded by Black and POC birth workers who truly understand the fight, the sacredness, and the deep importance of this work. People who don’t just “talk” about community, but “live” it who know what it means to carry the weight of our history while still holding space for others with love and integrity.
This calling is rooted in purpose for me it’s not just a passion, it’s a responsibility. But being in a place where that isn’t reflected back, where division and competition seem to outweigh collaboration, is disheartening. Back home, I was part of something that felt like family. Here, it’s hard to find that same spirit of mutual respect and support.
I just hope that the families I’ve served can feel the love and devotion I bring to this work. That they know I’m here to serve, not to gain. I pray that one day I’ll be surrounded by others who move from that same place of heart and calling.
Thank you for letting me share, this has been heavy on me, and I just needed to let it out.