01/16/2018
I was just a little past the one year mark from losing Ella, when I knew I had to start a group for others like me who were yearning for our sweet babies. I sat down with some of the directors of the Pekin Hospital who openly welcomed me and my idea and offered many of their services to me. I created a name and tag line for the group and with the help of their advertising department, "Mom's Wholehearted, A place to find hope, healing and friendship" had a design and became official. My dear friend wrote a beautiful article for the Pekin Times telling of my story and the details of the group. Fear set in as I got myself prepared at that first meeting. Fear there would be people there and fear that there wouldn't. I told myself I was going to sit there every month by myself if I had too until some showed up. That first meeting, January 2009, one brave woman who had seen the article in the paper walked that long basement walk to the meeting doors. We shared our story and hearts with one another. Most of you that are familiar with the group know that that courageous woman, Melissa, has become a dear friend to me and has been instrumental in following out the missions of the group. Month after month, more women came. Some stuck around and others just came for one or two meetings. After several months, I told the women that I wanted to have an Angel Walk to publicly honor our babies. I asked them if they were on board and if they thought we could at least get 30 people to attend. We had over 100! Every October, the angel walks just got better and better. They consumed lots of my time and energy especially as I went on to have child number 3 and 4 over this time period. But, reading the names of each of those babies while the families came up to acknowledge the beauty of the short life that would forever be a part of them made it all so incredibly worth it. Melissa and I had the help of our families, especially our husbands, to pull off a beautiful event each year. I've said for years that women come when they need us, and then move on. On this 7th anniversary of Mom's Wholehearted, Melissa and I have decided that it is time for us to move on as well. The dissolution of the group is bittersweet as most life changes can be. To the women who have come to meetings and the families I've been blessed to meet at each walk, thank you. You and your babies hold a special place in my heart. Thank you, Stephanie Leichtenberg