03/15/2026
This sweet babe turned 1 yesterday. Her mom made a really intentional choice to have an epidural with her 2nd birth after realizing that, despite a lineage of home birth in her family, birthing with an epidural was what she truly wanted in her experience. She had the most peaceful, present, beautiful way of bringing her baby into the world.
Yesterday I attended my 50th birth as a doula, and I realize with each birth how little I know about the mystical portal of life. Finding my intuition has been the biggest lesson. I don’t ever know how a birth will unfold. What I can tune into is knowing what the families I’m serving need to hear, to understand, and to feel to be safe and supported in bringing new life into the world.
I’ve learned I can trust the wisdom of babies in knowing how and where they want to be born, and I believe they deserve to be heard. Yesterday we pivoted from a planned home birth, to discovering baby had turned breech in labor, and then a hospital transfer, where there were options of trying for a vaginal breech delivery or having a cesarean birth. Baby had been vertex for months, so it was unexpected to everyone, but baby made sure their voice was heard in this journey, and we listened.
Birth is WEIRD, beautiful, hard, and so much more. It’s an honor to be supporting and protecting the portal of life.