
11/16/2022
“The Becoming”
36th year of further self discovery and core values deepened
Scorpios know best that your people are your people. Their love is loyal. I have never been filled with more boundless love for those I love.
My natural archetype is not the “mother”. I didn’t ever envision myself mothering a baby. I knew I would one day when Brian came along but I could never picture it. My archetype has always been a “seeker” or “healer” but the magic on becoming Marigolds mom unlocked a door inside me that every day gifts me the tools and this unknown strength to be her soul guide. She also has very much become mine.
Matrescence is the physical, emotional, hormonal and social transition to becoming a mother/parent. The complexity and intensity of this chapter rocked the reality I knew. It took a while to see through the fog. I am on the other side of it most of the time. I now can see in the wide lense and rear view of the journey rather than just the narrow view with all the blind spots.
The biggest shift is f***s given. Mamahood makes you give way less f***s about people pleasing and doing what doesn’t feel in alignment or at least for me that’s the unexpected surprise that has shown itself. Anxiety still dwells here but I care very little about my image or how I am perceived. Teaching again even feels lighter and more fun for this reason. Come join me for a class you may love it, or hate it 😘
To all the hats I wear. To reintegration back to whole self, not just mama. To loving all the parts of me. To Becoming more of who I am meant to be with grace, integrity and acceptance. To acquiring and giving even more freakin love. To being part of the change I wish to see in the world.
Thanks for reading this far.
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