07/15/2024
The wounded healer archetype is a powerful force in our world, symbolizing the transformative journey of turning pain into purpose. Personally, I tend to shy away from labels, striving to live authentically and against the grain. So, when I encountered the concept of the wounded healer, I was hesitant to embrace it. However, I’ve since learned to accept that I’ve been led down this path by a string of strange coincidences. I have found that sharing my vulnerability in itself can be healing—not just for me but also for others. We’re all navigating our own challenges, often hidden behind façades of strength. When we openly share our struggles, we create a space for release and connection. Here’s my story.
When my doctors abruptly agreed it was time for me to stop weekly chemotherapy after five months, it was my first opportunity since being diagnosed with debilitating metastatic breast cancer to do something outside the box. I had researched all the alternative cancer treatment programs, mostly consisting of diet, exercise and reducing stress. Ultimately, I chose an energy medicine training program that incorporated all these elements, along with sunshine and fresh air. The program, which runs only twice a year, conveniently started two weeks after my chemotherapy ended and I was informed there was one spot left. How could I not seize this opportunity?
The program’s subject material was fascinating to me: exploring the four directions of the Andean Medicine Wheel. It picked up as a seamless continuation of everything I had learned during my three years living in Peru as a Peace Corps Volunteer, also calling on the mystical experience of my ayahuasca retreat to the Amazon in 2019, all combined with the yogic philosophy with which I immerse myself in every chance I get. It was as if a trail of breadcrumbs was leading me toward the unknown and I was happy to take the invitation.
By studying the Andean Medicine Wheel, I learned comprehensive techniques for exploring and processing emotion, releasing trauma, and clearing stagnant energy within the body. As I engaged with this practice, I simultaneously confronted real-life demons, reflecting repressed emotions I had long avoided. I faced anger, fear, ugliness and grief, ultimately finding the fortitude to release the emotional pain that had kept me stuck.
On the path of the wounded healer, I’ve learned to transform my wounds and traumas into sources of power; to shed my past so it no longer defines me, opening the door to a bright new future. This journey has shown me that our collective healing is enriched by the courage to be vulnerable, transforming pain into purpose and inspiring others to embark on their own healing journeys.
On the path of the wounded healer, I’ve learned to transform my wounds and traumas into sources of power; to shed my past so it no longer defines me, opening the door to a bright new future. This journey has shown me that our collective healing is enriched by the courage to be vulnerable, transfor...