05/22/2026
I had to travel to get there.
I don't remember what happened right before. I just remember what it felt like.
A womb.
Dark and held and older than anything I could name. The water, the rocks, the low light — none of it felt like outside. It felt like interior. Like I had gone far enough into the landscape that the landscape became me.
I wasn't cold. I wasn't afraid.
I was bare feet on stone and I was completely still and something was happening that I wasn't directing.
And then she arrived.
Not dramatically. That's the thing about her. She doesn't announce herself. She doesn't perform. She simply — is. Present behind the eyes. Looking out from a place that has stopped needing anything from anyone.
The crone.
My crone. Not the archetype in a book. Mine. The one who has been waiting for me to stop being so busy, so useful, so afraid of being seen as too much or not enough.
She looked out through my eyes at whatever was in front of me and she was not impressed or unimpressed.
She was just there.
Unhurried. Undefended. Done with what doesn't matter.
I found her that day.
Or she let me find her.
I'm not sure there's a difference.
This is the work. I know the terrain because I have been in it. A La Loba Soul Reading is a written document built from your natal chart, your current transits, and what I come to know of you in deep embodied conversation.
If something in these posts has named you —
You know where to find me.
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