10/04/2024
I am a pediatrician and a mom -- and was completely overwhelmed when I had my first child. She cried almost non-stop, spit up constantly, and was a horrible sleeper. I didn't sleep for more than an hour for months. I went back to work at 8 weeks and had my first panic attack the night before because I didn't know how I could manage.
At work, I felt hypocritical, because as a mom, I couldn't even stop my own baby's crying. As I drove to and from work, I envisioned throwing my daughter from the bridge I went over. I thought that the only way for my daughter to thrive, was for me to run away. I knew I was the worst mom in the world. I wish I had known that I was not alone.
Postpartum Support International (PSI) is dedicated to raising awareness, providing supports for, and creating community around Perinatal Mood Disorders (PMD). We are hosting a "Climb" Out of Darkness event tomorrow, Saturday, Oct 5 from 10 - 12 at Deering Oaks Park in Portland near the children's playground.There will be food, fun, games, doulas, therapists, doctors and other families -- you are not alone.
You can RVSP: https://give.postpartum.net/team/584115
or just drop by.