05/18/2015
Gosh, this is a tough post. A lot of thought and prayer and seeking has gone into it.
I am going to be taking a break from midwifery.
I have been a working mom for the whole lives of all three of my kids, and while it has been wonderful it has also been stressful, tiring, and ultimately rough on my kids. They have been so supportive, but it has meant giving up a lot of what they would like to do (and what I would like to do for and with them).
Midwifery is my calling, caring for families is my passion. I'm sure I'll be back.
In the mean time, I am really looking forward to giving myself over to motherhood, at least mostly :). I will still be teaching midwifery students next fall. I can't bring myself to give it *all* up!
But most days you will find me knee deep in googly eyes, dirt, paint, books, pipe cleaners, cooking projects... as I dig deep into homeschooling my older two children while the littlest plays along. We are going to have a pretty nice time, I think. :)