05/11/2026
**LONG REFLECTION POST** I swear it has a point but it does take us a minute.
Roots "grand opening" was a local event, based on spiritual awakenings. It's such a fun detail now seeing how Roots is evolving. See, it was the first time I had setup as a vendor. I was so scared and desperately wanted it to work out. I needed to be able to provide for my son, while having the flexibility to be with him. Mix that with the fact that herbs were healing my body - I just wanted to get it to anyone that would listen.
That weekend was crazy - I made very little money BUT I met many people really doing the things that I wanted to be able to do. I wanted the freedom to run my business. Then Liz bought me my first tarot deck, and synchronicities started. See I had found a tool that was based on finding clarity in my own head and my little life.
I remember when I started to realize that the reflections in my little morning spreads were shifting my entire life. It wasn't that the cards were telling what to do or where to go - but it was poking what hurt the most. The cards would trigger the patterns in my mental health that weren't supporting me growing. When I started to question my own train of thought I was forced to reflect on where they came from. I was able to start seeing the behaviors, people, and places that triggered the fear inside me. Then after I saw the fear, I saw how it was draining me. How hard my brain would try to make sense of the things going on around me and the things people were doing.
So, day by day, second by second, over the last 3 years I have questioned my own intentions. I've challenged my beliefs, I've walked away from environments that left me feeling overwhelmed and drained. I kept waiting though, to find that "right" environment where I could just rest in safety. I really wanted to find the utopia of people who were all moving EXACTLY as I did through the world, or at least enough that I could deem them "safe".
What I have found though, is that safety is not found. Safety is created, by and for myself but THROUGH my community. What's that even mean? I'd love to tell you.
I was born with different characteristics, that when they're given the space to express themselves naturally keep me safe. Through learning what I needed to feel safe and nurtured I can create that myself. That is found though, by bouncing off of life. It's by meeting resistance in this life with open mindedness so I can find what fills me with passion and what causes me to retreat. In that retreat - I hold more space for myself to learn, to heal, to create. Through those creations, I have more space to hold myself.
So why am I sharing this? Because this is what I do. Right here - I am on a constant journey of reflection and creation of the things that bring me the most passion. A large part of they passion right now, is helping others find this inside of them. I help people find clarity in their own beliefs, the tools that they already have, and the community that is always rooting for them.
So, with that being said. You can book appointments with me for private readings, come to one of my monthly women's gatherings, or catch me at the local farmers market.
Thank you for being a witness to this growth. 🌱✨