01/06/2026
I searched for Buddha - the wise one who sees and knows the deep nature of reality, the one who sees the cause and remedy of inner suffering, the one who walks in peace, serenity, and liberation. I searched for Buddha but I could not find him. I only found this enlightenment inside myself.
I searched for Guanyin - the mother of universal and indiscriminate compassion, the one with motherly resolve to liberate all her children from suffering. I searched for Guanyin but could not find her. I only found this boundless compassion inside myself.
I searched for Jesus - the one who unites vulnerability, courage, compassion, and truthātelling, calls us to shed false identities and live with integrity and wholeness, refuses to live inside inherited scripts, and breaks from the internal āempiresā of fear, shame, and domination. I searched for Jesus but I could not find him. I only found this liberative spirit inside myself.
I searched for Mary - the one of generative courage - the human capacity to welcome transformation, nurture the notāyet, and hold grief without collapsing; the one symbolizes radical consent to change, the fierce tenderness that stays present to suffering, and the quiet power that midwives new forms of life into the world. I searched for Mary but I could not find her. I only found this generative courage inside myself.
I searched for Socrates - the one who questions, the one who investigate all things curiously, deeply, critically and introspectively; the one who ordered his life according to virtue and love. I searched for Socrates but I could not find him. I only found this wisdom inside myself.
I searched for Dr. King - the one who would not claim freedom for himself as long as his fellow human beings languished in isolation, suffering and oppression; the one who fearlessly championed the cause of the victimized, marginalized, maltreated, and forgotten. I searched for Dr. King but I could not find him. I only found this calling inside myself.
I searched for Rumi - the one of radical interior openness, the one who turns inward without collapsing, to meet oneās own depths with curiosity rather than fear, and to translate that encounter into compassion for the world; the one who goes inward, not to escape the world, but to return with a heart capable of holding it. I searched for Rumi but I could not find him. I only found this inner flame inside myself.
I searched for God - the fundamental nature of reality, the ultimate ground of all being, the primordial essence of all that is, the wholeness and completeness at the heart of all things. I searched for God out there somewhere but I could not find this God. I only found this ultimate reality as the nature of all things and the essence of what I am.
Jim Palmer