03/24/2026
Last night shook me today I am angry but grateful.
Jesse choked while eating dinner, and for a moment, everything stopped. It’s not the first time but this one was different. This one was scary.
I think sometimes, because I live this every single day, I adjust… I adapt… I keep going. But moments like that remind me how fragile things can be. How quickly something routine can turn into something terrifying.
Watching your child struggle for something as simple as swallowing—it does something to you. It puts a knot in your chest that doesn’t go away when the moment passes. Even after he’s okay, even after the calm comes back… it lingers.
This disease doesn’t just take the big things. It chips away at the little, everyday things we all take for granted—walking, talking, eating and I am grateful he is ok but just pi**ed off that he has to go through this 😢🤬😫❤️