12/24/2022
Merry Christmas, Happy Solstice, Happy Hannakah, Happy New Year to all. We are having a covid Christmas, my husband is positive and symptomatic, so far I am negative. So a quiet holiday with time for reading, reflection and art. We will hopefully have Christmas with family for New Years.
A CHRISTMAS MEDITATION: When I was a kid, the Christmas story gripped my imagination. All these years later, that grip is even stronger. Two themes speak powerfully to me: the reminder that we live among dark forces devoted to protecting wealth and power at all costs, and the implausible notion that something as small and defenseless as a newborn—every one of whom incarnates light and love—could illumine, warm, and transform a cold, dark world.
The darkness is easy to see. Millions in the U.S. and around the world suffer at the hands of thugs who hold (or held) positions of power. To add insult to injury, many who support these thugs believe God has ordained them and the living hells they create, including misogyny, homophobia, antisemitism, white supremacy, and assorted hatreds. How anyone can celebrate Christmas AND endorse these evils is simply beyond me.
In darkness this deep, it’s hard to find the kind of hope that isn’t wishful thinking, hope that’s muscular enough to do business in the real world. To get there, we must work thru the fear that keeps us from speaking and acting in service of love, truth, and justice—especially when that means saying “No” to toxic beliefs held by people we live among, and “Yes” to things they rail against.
Here the Christmas story has a pointed word for us: “Be not afraid.” Those words do not say, “HAVE no fear.” Instead, they say we don’t need to BE fear when we show up in the world. Our inner landscapes offer many places to stand—alongside fear, there are places with names like compassion, trust, faith, and a devotion to truth. By making a conscious choice to stand in one of those places when we speak and act, it’s possible to BE something better than our fear. We can be light, illumining, warming, transforming light.
For me, the Christmas story is a reminder of a simple fact that transcends creeds: all of us have a chance to live as lights in the darkness, right here, right now. Standing alone, my little light makes little difference to anyone but me. Multiply it by the millions who want to take back the night, and we can write a new story for our time: it’s been done before, and it can be done again...
In that spirit, I wish everyone the blessings of light, and a resolve to BE the light!