09/23/2025
9/23/2025 TRIBULATION AND TESTIMONY STORY
MY AWAKENING STORY STARTED WITH TRAGEDY
Stuart Alan Rogers was my brother who died May 27, 1991 at the young age of 13 when a drunk driver, 20 years of age, struck the family car with a great force at 99th Avenue and Indian School in Phoenix Arizona. My family was almost home from vacation. They were only 10 minutes from home from visiting SoCal. I was the only family member not in the vehicle. The attached photo below was the last photo of him with my mom, sister and step dad. My 16 year old sisters neck was broken and my step dad died as well. My mom never recovered her broken heart. The clothing they were wearing in the photo was cut off of them to perform emergency procedures. The photo was taken 4 hours before the life-changing collision!
Two months prior, God gave me a download that something would happen with my brother and that he wouldn't be with us much longer. I told my mom, but she dismissed it as an attention seeking behavior. I knew it to be true, so I spent that two months seeing him as much as possible and said I love you often. I feel secure in that he knew I cared deeply for him. I knew I missed something at the time. I didn't know what to do at 18 years old with the premonition. I would discover that later.
He was a terrific kid with amazing grace and compassion for a young man. He was the best of all of us. We all knew it. I missed him greatly.
At the time of his death, I was 18 and in a vehicle with 4 other friends, driving home from Rocky Point, Mexico. It was the Memorial Day holiday after all. We were all in the vehicle on a dark two lane Mexican highway when all of a sudden the electricity drained from the car and we came to an eerie stop. No light. No power. We all felt strange like a UFO was over us sucking the energy from the vehicle. We were all weirdly quiet and still, gazing at each other when I looked at my watch (8:15pm) and then said to my friend that my brother is here. I had a knowing, another download. I told her that he just died and told her we would learn of it when we got home. I went on that I would receive a call from the hospital and that I would need to find a ride to the hospital in the middle of the night. That was exactly what happened. The car's electricity returned to normal after the ghostly encounter and my friends drove me home. I was dreading what was to come. The phone call came that night and a neighbor drove me to St. Joseph's Hospital.
My brother also visited my sister and I in dreams soon after and gave us the exact same dream reassuring us that he was OK and that when we thought of him, he would be there. A song came out at that time called, I'll be There by the Escape Club (play the music attached and see lyrics below) The lyrics said exactly that. We knew it was another sign. I spent the next few months helping her to heal in that hospital.
Needless to say, my awakening began at a very young age.
A few years later, I became a mom of two beautiful kids and I really enjoyed them. I didn't take time for granted and felt blessed in every glorious moment, vowing to change the persistent sabotaging family patterns from the generations before mine. I had some insight that these patterns generated this frightful outcome. I didn't want my kids to go through anything like that.
In 2004, I prayed for God to share why I was given the download and asked why the tragedy happened and for what purpose. That very night, my 8 year old son ran into my room screaming from a nightmare and was holding his head saying, "Mommy, I used to be Stuart and I need to share with you what happened." My brother died from head injury in the car wreck.
Startled and in disbelief, he countered my doubt immediately by calling me "Sap". Only my brother called me that name and Peter (my now husband but my boyfriend at the time) and my kids never knew that detail. I never thought to share that. I knew this moment was my answer to prayer.
He said to me that he was asleep in the car, leaning against the door and the next thing he knew he was staring at his own body laying lifeless on the asphalt. He said he felt lost and didn't know what to do. Then he said he thought that Sap, me, would know what to do and then his spirit flew to me in a blue car. It blew my mind that he knew it was a blue car! He didn't know that detail either. He said his spirit spoke to my spirit and that we agreed that if his body was too mangled to let it go and come back as my son and we would finish this then. We had a mission. My son filled in what I had a "knowing" about 10 years prior in the car that died in Mexico. We both inherently knew what "finishing this" meant, healing this family line and helping the world to heal. It just so happens my son is a counselor today and has gone viral online helping people also. This all happened in Phoenix originally, which was fitting. We were to rise like the Phoenix from the ashes!
My journey exponentially expanded from that point on. I found Yeshua and myself through this event. I discovered Yeshua's TRUE teachings through asking and receiving. It was very different than the Baptist and Reformed Protestant churches that I grew up with. Quantum Mechanics made the Christs teachings make way more sense and they were effectual! Discovering these mysteries and embodying them was a real game changer for my family and for those that we assist every day. I worked to find the light in that darkeness and I learned to turn the lead to gold, alchemically.
I also took away that I was given the download before his death because there was opportunity to take a different path and learn through wisdom instead of woe, but I was too young and ignorant to heed it at 18 years old. I have sense learned to forsee and change course with heeded understanding.
This is what we all must do to find peace. We must put our puzzle pieces together, to REMEMBER WHO WE ARE! We are made in His image. We are to overcome sin and be God's light, our true inheritance!!!
It takes courage to ask the questions and be open for the answers. We all have a testimony with a happy ending if we endeavor the Truth of our personal histories and our parts in them. Forgiveness is the key; learning what came be-FORe and who did we GIVE that viral pattern to ignorantly as well. Calling generational viral patterns (demons) out by name to exorcise them for transformation and redemption. This is a process. You can't just say you forgive and are forgiven. We must transfigure them as Christ did. It's a process, not just a single act of asking Christ into your heart. It's doing as he shared with us to do in the Lords Prayer!
You, with God can heal all things! Open your heart to Yeshua's recipe for transformation. Follow His instructions and you will do greater works than He! The Holy Spirit Guides you with real signs and wonders. They are all around you now. You must learn to notice and interpret them. You must utilize the ASK AND RECEIVE function. You must seek and FIND!
We are the Second Coming. We are the Resurrection. We are the Body of Christ! Rapture happens within. Tribulation is looking at your personal traumas and finding the blessings in disguise. Change your story. Transform the narrative of your life. Inspire others with it. Be the change you want to see in the world. The world will reflect your change and that's how we heal this place! Bring heaven to earth and arise!!!
We are the Chosen Ones!
All who endeavor, prevail in this story!
It is written!
Amen and So Be It!
Thank you, Stuart for helping us all to awaken! Love you bro!
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I'LL BE THERE
ESCAPE CLUB 1991
lyrics
Overview
Lyrics
Over Mountains
Over Trees
Over Oceans
Over Seas
I'll be there
In a whisper on the wind
On the smile of a new friend
Just think of me
And I'll be there
Don't be afraid, oh my love
I'll be watching you from above
And I'd give all the world tonight,
To be with you
Because I'm on your side,
And I still care
I may have died,
But I've gone nowhere
Just think of me,
And I'll be there
On the edge of a waking dream
Over Rivers
Over Streams
Through Wind and Rain
I'll be there
Across the wide and open sky
Thousands of miles I'd fly
To be with you
I'll be there
Don't be afraid, oh my love
I'll be watching you from above
And I'd give all the world tonight,
To be with you
Because I'm on your side,
And I still care
I may have died,
But I've gone nowhere
Just think of me,
And I'll be there
In the breath of a wind that sighs
Oh, there's no need to cry
Just think of me,
And I'll be there
