05/08/2026
I did a post as a letter to my future self. Now it's time for a letter to my past self. (And some of you will see parts of yourself in this.)
Dear, sweet, scared Shelby,
Take a breath. You've done so much for so long. Some great things! Some stressful things. But still too much for your body to take in all at once.
Slow down the pace you're moving through life. I know it feels like you won't be able to pay your bills if you slow down. But maybe by some miracle slowing down gets you more of what you need. If you're willing to try it, worst case scenario, you'll pay them late, but be happy and calm doing it!
Your panic comes up when you're doing too much too quickly. Yes, it's annoying. Instead of trying to find ways to make it go away, find ways to support yourself as you experience it. (I promise, it'll always fade.) And then slow down. Remember, your panic is always a sign to do less.
Nervous system regulation works sooooo well for your mind! Start learning about it.
Oh! And by the way, you end up supporting hundreds of people just like you. It never needed to be rushed. It was going to happen no matter what.
I love you deeply.
~Shelby