06/11/2023
I understand my sister Sheryl’s beautiful home and business have sold! So many mixed emotions for the place she worked so hard for to make it what it was. She gave up so much, a lot of times her own happiness to provide for her residents and family. I would pray to God to find a way to buy it so I could leave everything it was, for my Sissy. Have her memory live on, a place for her family, her children and grandchildren could continue to gather together. A place set in stone with her memories, her things that no one else could touch. Her place just as it was the day she died! 😭It was and still is so incredibly hard to accept that she is gone and I will never visit her again. I guess God for whatever reason did not answer my prayers. I just pray he will show me why and take this feeling, this deep deep anguish, anxiety from me. Some days all I want to do is scream, the most horrific scream releasing all the pain built up inside me! I love you Sheryl, not only were you an amazing sister, but you were an amazing beautiful person with a heart so huge. I am so sorry for all of the saddness, hurt you had to deal with here! I know you don’t care about the material things here now and God must have taken you because he said you have had enough! All we have now is uour memory and the toughest part is that there is nothing tangible we can hold! Love you Sheryl!
