10/23/2025
My loves-
Tomorrow, October 24th, in Hoisington, has been cancelled, and no more dates will be scheduled there moving forward.
While I have done my best to accommodate you all, because I truly value and believe you should have access to the level and quality of care otherwise inaccessible in the area- continuing to do so will compromise my values, further diminish the growth of myself and the practice, stagnate progress towards the underlying mission and reason for it all, and then eventually defeat the purpose of why I continued to travel to these locations in the first place.
While I am fully aware that some people don’t believe I have a right to operate in the way that I do, hold the beliefs I do, nor the belief I maintain in myself, my purpose, or my right to have sovereignty over my life- my decisions have never been based on who or what people believe about me, the projections they have asserted onto me, who they believe I am, tell me I am, or who I should be, the behaviors their insecurities have taken out on me, nor for their approval of me. I approve of me. I validate me-and so long as I live and operate within my own personal laws of integrity- and not for fear of some eternal damnation- but simply because I truly believe in the things that I value- then everything else is irrelevant to me.
No one knows my truth but me, therefore no one else is fit to judge, but me. I encourage you to believe the same.
I am used to, and comfortable with, being misunderstood.
I know all will be illuminated eventually.
I will be revealing my story with time, in pieces and very publicly- so those with ill intent- mind your roles, because I will not hesitate to give you the credit you are due-for the character I developed from overcoming you.
Those people are few and to the ones that have continue to support and uplift me- you have no idea the discomfort you have helped me endure and I so genuinely and sincerely appreciate and thank you! 🙏
I reject the narrative that women cannot support and uplift each other in collaboration, with mutual respect and shared goals, and I will continue to work to prove that. Society would like us and have conditioned us to believe that for us to succeed we can only do so by tearing another down, but I will never give into this belief, regardless of how it is asserted onto me. I refuse to step outside of my character and return unjust cruelty or unwarranted malintent or spend ANY valuable resource or energy on the destruction of another divine feminine, purely for the sake of doing so- regardless of their actions against me, and I will ONLY direct my energy into my own growth and growth of those in my care. I encourage everyone to do the same.
I WILL assert my boundaries or stand up for myself, but karma and my divine protection will take care of the rest.
I will further clarify more of this in the future, as projects are released in progression, but I would like to clarify that although I am no longer traveling to ANY locations moving forward, TipToes in South Hutch has been nothing but kind and amazing to me, supportive and proof that collaboration can coexist with beautiful and successful women. I am grateful to have had the experience of working with them and their support through the many years we have worked together.
Moving forward- I ask that you please allow me some space and time, to organize and coordinate the details of my new principal and central location, and to refine the structure of the way in which I will operate and provide care.
I have provided you space for your humanity many times, so I ask that you please return the same.
I have every intention of fufilling every treatment or arrangement purchased- and this is something I have ALWAYS done, regardless of what I was going through, since I have opened, even without paper contracts- I do what I say I am going to do. It may take me some time. But I will make an honest and earnest attempt to satisfy every debt or arrangement owed.
That being said- no amount of money gives anyone the right to try to neg or be disrespect towards me. A return owed to you does not give you dominion over that person or your right to try and demean them or harm them in anyway.
NEVER- have I done this to any of you. If you are one of the very very few that have done this- you will be released from the practice and a refund will be issued as soon as I have the capacity to do so. I have ALWAYS taken care of you. Regardless of what it required of me to do so- and I have always offered continued compassion to everyone, including those that have passively slighted me and thought that I did not notice. It speaks to your character, not mine, and I will not respond or change my behavior because of yours.
My purpose has always been to heal and offer a safe place to be human. The good and the bad- free of judgement, with guided support, and absolute forgiveness of behaviors learned by societal conditioning. I am here to prove the divine feminine can be a safe space, even to, and especially to, other divine feminines. You can cry and be vulnerable, exposed, scared, insecure- and under my care you will know you are safe to do so, it will never be weaponized against you, and you will always be offered fair and respectful treatment, regardless of what you say or how you’ve exposed weakness while under stress and pain. You will be heard. Seen. Validated, and to a degree, loved. There is a connection that forms between a provider and client that travels the same neurocircutry pathways as other forms of love- romantic, friendship, parental, spiritual or to the collective, and with TRUE self love.
Regardless of how uncomfortable or painful it is for me- I will always do what’s best for those under my care and that principle alone has helped me be able to manage THOUSANDS of you as one person. Any single practitioner knows Medical oversight just takes a check and signs papers.
You know I am safe. You know you can trust me to be who I say I am, regardless of how others have failed or betrayed you in the past. I demonstrate this in my actions, how I speak of others when they are not around, and also in my very presence. We mirror the brains of the other person we are directly engaging with, and those I have treated understand the feeling of what I am describing. I have sacrificed and experienced SO MUCH in order to be able to be this for others, so this, I will never allow anyone to take this ability away. As much as you cannot wrap your head around the possibility of it being true- allow me to continue showing this to you.
Like I said, all will be revealed in time and you will begin to understand- everything. For those who actually wish to understand. And those are the people- you are who I continue to endure for.
If you ABSOLUTELY cannot make it to Wichita and NEED to be seen before a week or so, then a kind soul has offered me her space to give me the chance to see some clients that I will not be able to see tomorrow or those that need seen urgently or to satisfy the purchase without ability to travel to have that arranged.
This will be arranged by private message only.
This is done out of the kindness of her heart and done knowing the backlash she may receive for helping me. I would advise you not to participate in doing this. While the depths of my compassion run deep- my ability to protect the ones I care for- on the opposite side, runs just as deep, and I do not forget. It will be on my own time, but you will have to face this eventually. I pay back ALL debts.
Last year, a hotel wrongfully charged me, discriminated against me by judging based on a past client, and made wrongful and ill willed assumptions against my character- and refused to rectify when disproven AND banned me from the hotel when confronted with the truth of their error, unable to face accountability for their mistake-
I moved into the hotel right beside them, their direct competitor- designed and improved the aesthetic of the hotels’ front lobby, worked front desk to try and help his business succeed, trained his new staff and daughter, and looked after the place when he needed to leave to see his family as he was running the entire place on his own. All while managing the business, my family and personal affairs.
Every day the hotel had to watch me drive through their road to get to the other hotel, walk my dog in front of their lobby, and watch as he p**ped right by their sign, because they installed it on his property and he did not have the resources or support to fight them.
They had to pick up his p**p.
I lived there for MONTHS. And that’s exactly what they earned.
As for the competitor, I will remember his kindness, once I have the opportunity to return even further, I will.
THAT’s who I am. Not what you hear through salon gossip. I am motivated, oriented and centered on principle. Not money, attention, approval or whatever narratives have been assigned to me to help them process how I exist.
Those things are nice, but I don’t need them to move forward. I have lived many years without any of that and still continued on.
I’ve never made such little money since nursing school. Some days I don’t eat. But I am very resourceful, creative and can push forward anyways. I don’t have family, a fall back or support. My own kids oppose me because they don’t understand the bigger picture. Even though they have witnessed first hand, to a degree, what I am capable of. I have somehow always managed to keep them fed and found a way to get them what they needed, and have made peace with them not liking or being happy with me, because I know they will come to understand.
Because THAT’S who I am.
I know how to keep doing the right thing and serve the higher purpose without any of that, and to keep going, with literally nothing to my name- no people, no money, NOTHING but sheer will and self belief because I know what I am capable of. I have lived experience as the only proof I need.
You will be taken care of.
You may choose to dismiss yourself from the practice if you wish, for any reason, no questions asked. And may request a refund if anything is owed, and I will refund you as soon as I have the capacity to do so, and I wish you nothing but the best. ❤️
Otherwise, I will be releasing information on my new location, how to schedule, how to contact me, treatments to be offered, pricing structure, etc, etc. soon.
I anticipate being able to see patients by next week.
If you MUST be seen prior to then, please message my business account only with the details of your request. Please remember I am one person, not some big corporation, and your requests will be addressed when I am able to address them.
As for seeing pts in the area- tentatively, it is planned for Oct 26th in Great Bend, times will depend on how many people I need to see and will be confirmed after coordinating with the owner of the space.
There is a purpose. All will be revealed in time. Have faith. Or don’t. I’m going to do it anyways.
Even when I didn’t fully grasp or understand what exactly the mission was, I still continued on because I knew it was SOMETHING, that there was a reason, to not just give up and just hire on at a med spa somewhere, and make my life easy again- EVEN then, I kept following my intuition and gathering and collecting information and trying things out in practice, watching the patterns, digging into things my gut compelled me to, and putting pieces of a puzzle together that I had no reference point of what I was even building. Just sticking things together that fit, and stepping back every so often to see if I could see what exactly it actually WAS yet, and continued working on it, still not quite understanding it.
Even when faced with homelessness, extreme illness, loss, intense stress, burnout, overwhelm- I kept going when all I had was the absolute belief that it was SOMETHING,
That it WOULD make sense eventually and eventually I would understand what was so worth losing it all- even my dog man. I can’t have pets where I’m at and he once was the reason I got out of bed period… He’s being taken care of but it still hurts to live without him. It hurts to live without a lot of things, even harmony or faith from within my own immediate family- even security of transportation or food. Security period.
My security is my Faith.
I have this level of faith. In God, the universe, whatever it is- I have the capacity to endure uncertainty with no proof of what I’m even working on or continuing on for. Just the absolute certainty to continue. Divine guidance. To know and trust it IS for something that matters and will make a difference where it needs to and that I’m the one built for the job.
This is something I do EVERY SINGLE DAY. It’s bigger than me. Bigger than small town drama or gossip. And it’s starting to come together.
I invite you to watch.
And while it unfolds, I will also take care of you. Like I always have. This is for all of us.
Have faith. 🕊️
