
08/27/2025
Re-emerging ๐งญ
Hiiii โจ๏ธ
Time to "rip off the bandaid."
I have been grieving the loss of my handsome baby, Milo ๐พ, this last week. As someone whose desire is to overcome pain on any level, this one hit differently. Every trick in my toolbox just did not work for my downward spiral and stress: massage, real estate, the gym, hikes, hypnotherapy... nothing. Nothing helped, but facing the things we loved to do most: play at Wheeler Farm, eat, sleep, and be at home. *duly noted*
Milo was an enormous part of my life. He came to be mine through the separation of my ex and I. He was there for me when I went through the build out for my studio. And finding renters. He was patient whenever I had to leave for a bit to learn a new massage technique, and we all know about those! He was with me on all vacations. He was patient and present in my real estate adventure. We celebrated everything together. I never cared to call anyone else but my parents bc I had HIM. I canceled plans and passed on business deals bc he came first.
If you have ever supported my business -- you were also supporting this loving fluff!! His love for me made me want to learn everything about him and to do everything to keep him from experiencing detrimental pain.
Milo went with peace, love, and was surrounded by all of his friends.๐ค He was 15. It was a beautiful day.๐ Thank you to everyone who knows and has reached out. And has given me the space to just be my dramatic self and entertain John Wicke's alter ego for a bit - minus the violence.๐โ๏ธ
I have returned back to the office. It's been comforting to connect with those who have gone through the same so that I don't feel alone. The last couple of pics are from a bomb ass facial I received at Rosebud Aesthetics in Farmington! She really hooked it up from all the tears I've been shedding. Her energy and expertise were exactly what I needed. ๐๐ผ
I love you and miss you, buddy. My heart and soul.โค๏ธโจ๏ธ๐พ