02/27/2026
🫶🏼 It me, ya girl.
Can I get really deep with you for a moment? A deep dive into my true WHY I chose this life?
*Trigger warning
For a long time, my life didn’t feel like my own.
There was only pain, survival, anger and sadness. I did things to feel accepted and loved and those things usually made me hate myself more.
There were versions of me that were just trying to get through the day. There was a version of me that cried every time I saw the sun rise because it meant I made it to another day - only to have to try and endure more. And believe me, there were plenty of times I tried to prevent that from happening.
I was surrounded but alone. I was smiling on the outside but cursing my existence on the inside.
But somewhere along the way… I found my way back.
Through tarot. Through numerology. Through quiet moments with crystals and myself.
I had every reason to harden and stay angry… but, something shifted. It had to. I had to break the cycle and find myself - authentically - because the character I created for others was hurting me so much and I wasn’t getting the love I so badly needed, in the way I needed. It wasn’t easy or linear.
So, I softened. I healed. I became someone I actually like and that person I’ve always wanted and needed.
So now, at 46 I’m not becoming someone new… I’m becoming who I was always meant to be.
I still don’t have it all figured out. I still struggle sometimes. I’m still messy… but, that axe in my heart is gone. That fear and anger is (mostly lol) gone. More importantly I’ve learned that imperfections are, in fact, my strengths. Softness isn’t weakness. Tears aren’t shameful. Screwing up is a power move IF you are brave enough to keep going. That’s actually been my favorite lesson through all of this and that’s where our power comes from.
This is the gal behind the readings.
Don’t be afraid, just hold my hand. I’ll be here when you are ready. ✨