12/15/2023
I don’t feel 100% in on anything right now and it’s driving me bonkers.
So I’m hiding, because the more I talk to people the more they can see I don’t have my stuff figured out.
When I do talk to people I replay the conversation, comparing it to what I told them last week.
Why would anyone want to be friends with a person who can’t decide?
I know the power of a decision moves MOUNTAINS.
Decision, focus and belief is literally all you need to do anything.
Indecision distracts me, I play small, I mindlessly scroll on social media needing hits of motivation, inspiration and spirituality hoping something will click with me so I can decide.
Halfway in between the physical and spiritual worlds
I know indecision creates poverty and successful people have decided
I feel embarrassed, I know better
But what’s this energy that consumes me?
What am I afraid of?
Is it the fear of making the wrong decision?
Why can’t I get it through my mind there are no wrong decisions?
It certainly feels like I’ve made a lot of poor decisions.
Being in the spiritual realms of understanding I also know this is why I came here.
I wanted to experience it all, the indecision, judgement, shame.
All of it.
Deep within my soul, I know, that I am right on time.
This experience alone is success in the spiritual realms.
Success = expansion
Our expansion is inevitable.
Let’s decide now, you and me.
How are we going to move forward?