SoulWorks

10/30/2024

SELF LOVE STARTS WITH SELF ABANDONING

By the time the majority of my clients find me-

they have already learned to ignore their feelings, bypass their pain, and believe really nasty punishing self talk.

Same was true for me.

As my disconnection go thicker and wider from the SELF I knew as the true me I did whatever I could to cover and to hide that I was so far off from who I knew I truly was.

This led to a whole bunch of twisted and distorted (albeit normal looking to most) behaviors to keep up a front and suppress the burdening within.

The burden I began to realize was not just tight shoulders, a sore jaw and a twisted tummy.

It was ME.... my true self living inside of me... HOLDING all the STUFF that I could not.

It felt so heavy.

It manifested as anxiety in the form of perfectionist and superiority.

With those qualities I could LOOK good yet not necessarily FEEL good.

When I began my journey within my own spine ... the fog that was fogging others

and fogging my human self from seeing my soul self began to clear.

My first chiropractic session once I became present to my spine in a deep potent yoga class was terrifying.

I DID NOT want to be seen.

I wanted to be invisible and to be fixed!

I mean I thought I did.

Luckily I had some big hitting healers that guided me inward and to go deeper into my true self through my spine.

I will always remember this mantra.

"This is all about you. This is for you. You are the one receiving this. It is ok to be here"

I said this to myself why lying on the chiropractic table the first time I became present to really wanting to heal (before this I had been to healers and never let them really see me- and it was an equal exchange with those practitioners)

I said that mantra - because I was crawling out of my skin anxious to be seen- with worry that something ugly- dark and gnarly would be found and I would be embarrassed or humiliated for being such a gross person.

I write this because people come to see me now 30 years later and I can feel threads of this in them. I have yet to meet anyone as intense about it as me.

It may be my open heart and the soft way I am with clients- even the most challenging. I am intentional about the energy held in my space, my paperwork, and my words in a way that is disarming. I know this about myself. It also may be that many of my clients have already done so much inner work before finding me.

Either way- my highest intention in everything I do and all the tools I use and all the mastery I hold is a reconnection with love of the SELF.

When the burden is softening the nervous system expands and there is a sensation of celebration that comes with this. It isn't really mental- it is biochemical...

When we reunite with self love- our body tingles as if in celebration of our homecoming,

Do you know what I mean?

TY Summer Hokulani for capturing this photo

10/24/2024

Join me for the "Somatic Hacks Playshop" this Saturday afternoon! - https://mailchi.mp/1f56bf677039/vanessaverleesnewsletter-13873351

09/24/2024

It is an absolute honor.

I receive my directives from the way I have attuned to frequency throughout my life.

I don't listen to the worry in my head.
I don't listen to the resistance in my muscles.
I don't listen to the fear in my emotions.
I don't listen to the downsizing of my potential because of agreed upon reality.

It would be so easy to.

If I referenced most of our culture here in the west- I would for sure let those things set the boundaries and borders of my life.

I was lucky!

I don't know why.

Perhaps it was an early realization that I would be depressed if I followed all the rules and modeled how others were teaching me to be as a kid. If I agreed with normal rather than rebelled beyond it. I never wanted an ordinary life.

It makes me physically ill to even consider.

I tried it several times and each time life felt like death to me.

I didn't know at the time that this was likely an arrangement my higher self and my human had made so that I could remember my authentic self and be a luminary for others.

I am not ordinary. I am not just here for an easy simple life. I am also not here to go it alone. Ever since I can remember there was something about my energetic make up that influenced those around me.

I now know this for certain.

And I chose to use this for the greatest good for humanity.

This is what the QSS is so dear to my highest self and why I have agreed to be an energy rich servant of this medicine.

Enrolling in the QSS puts you into a world where MAGIC is real, HEALING is extraordinary, and impact on the field of our shared humanity is not bound by reality but is a living dream in the process of MANIFESTATION.

Join me here and be part of something you can be proud of- something that will position you confidently at the interface between settling for mainstream reality and channeling the infinite potential humming from the generous beyond for you to wield miracles into the fabric of the material.

I am available for 20 minute calls to see if this is the place for you. Send me a DM.

The Quantum Spine School is a school for women healers that know there is more possible for living healing and expanding our dreams as creators of our lives....

08/31/2024

JUST ADDED AN INTUITION MINI COURSE TO THE QUANTUM SPINE SCHOOL EARLY ENROLLMENT FRIENDS.....

08/26/2024

DR SUSAN

One of my most favorite humans on the planet - well she is part human and mostly HEAVENLY BEING ANGEL - will be one of your GUIDES in the QSS.

This woman has decades of experience working with people at deep somatic levels while holding a light that melts even the most terrified resistance.

She is a gift to us all.

I remember once Susan coming to teach at my San Francisco Wellness Studio and when it came to teaching about soul- her heart opened and her head fell back...

I said - Susan - Are you going to teach them?

There were no words.... her transmission was the teaching for that particular lesson....

It stuck with me always. Often words would just muck up pure frequency.

And she promises to talk to you during her teaching session tho :) Who knows what other MAGIC will unfold.l I certainly cannot wait.

Love you Susan Aberle and cannot wait to share this adventure.

08/21/2024

First we are whole.

Then comes the life lessons- the souls assignments - that carve us and fragment parts of us- hidden from the whole.

Then comes the devotion to the path - the path of Reuniting.

Then comes a bunch of things that try to throw you off.

Those things carve you and direct you and ultimately GUIDE you.

The longer you play the game the closer your player is to the its HIGHEST ALIGNMENT.

I have been on this path a long long time.

And I feel more aligned than ever. Like ahhhhh... a massive deep cluck of ARRIVAL.

I am not a coach - not really a teacher either- BUT I will for sure sit with you as your own COMPASS refines its ways of speaking with you.

Guiding you Home and Whole.

08/21/2024

EEEEEk.... Letting early entry people into QUANTUM SPINE SCHOOL today!!!!

08/16/2024

Some of my favorite years in private Chiropractic Practice were when this woman and I worked beside each other at Magnolia Wellness Center and Dr. Stephanie's Energy Flow Studio.

I would describe Dr. Shea Osuna, DC as a being with heart of gold and feet deep in the soul.

She has a grounding touch. She helps people feel safe to feel... this is because it was her own medicine to embody. She really does and it exudes from her in all that she is from the way she decorates her home with feathers and tree's to the way she see's the spine as a living oracle.

I can't wait for her to teach in the Quantum Spine School.

You will see a lot of her here.

Here first main topic is:
ALCHEMIZING GRIEF THROUGH THE SPINE.

I know this will be masterful.

07/27/2024

My friend and guide Arno Burnier said in his Masterpiece Training Camp ... "Speak only enough to further the Silence"

The spirit of this quickly became part of my inner fabric.

When I want to ramble our of nervousness, defend out of fear, explain because I actually have no real idea....

I find myself stopping and letting my breath engulf the space and then I can see what is already there.

06/25/2024

I teach Spinal Energy Flow as a Foundation to working with me.

Why?
Because- if your spine is stuck- if it is rigid- if it cannot tolerate energy flowing through it-

I cannot work with you.

Because you are in a defended state.

This doesn't mean you are a bad person or should feel shame with this.

It just means you already have a lot going on in your nervous system to deal with - and you aren't ready to consume more.

I have seen and experienced healing and personal growth go sideways.

And- I hold a standard of HIGH INTEGRITY in the frequency of my field for the sacredness of healing.

A defended spine cannot and should not take on more- instead it must be guided to slow down and to digest what has been pushed aside

-as that conscious energy that was outside your window of tolerance needs to find its way back into integration and wholeness.

Leaving space for new experiences and aligned creation.

Do you have any questions about this?

05/15/2024

A FLUID mind is what you want.

There is a lot of energy spent on mindset, shadow work, and subconscious quests... and I LOVE it all.

And

None of this is about getting you to a location of mind so you can keep yourself there.

That is a promise of our patriarchal programming... its a promise that at first hooks us because it means we will get the pot of gold and then have to do nothing ever again and reap the rewards of life.

It is what the mind ultimately wants. It is the foundation of masculine energy- a return to nothingness.

In life though... we breath another breath.

We live another day.

We are meet with more.

More ideas and creativity.

More stress and obligation.

More worry and pain.

More ease and adventure.

A true practitioner of life knows this.

We want to ride this.

The enchanting waves of life as they come.

With as much resource, regulation, capacity for bliss, and space for agony.

This is how we experience a full life.

Full meaning WHOLE. As often is is in our having and doing less that we are the most FULL

This class will give you tools for:
1. Detoxification of the physical spine and mind
2. Navigation through the layers of the Mind
3. Coherency with states of mind that align and attract the live you live.

DM in comments FULLY LIVING for an invitation.

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