Unbounded Inner Love

08/07/2024

I am the silence that is incomprehensible and the idea whose remembrance is frequent. I am the voice whose sound is manifold and the word whose appearance is multiple. I am the utterance of my name.

~ Thunder of the Perfect mind, Nag Hammadi Library

07/31/2024

When children are told by their dearest friends they are going to hell no matter if they are a good person or not, simply because they do not go to church, caused me as a 10 year old a hurt sadness. It also created resentment towards my parents for not taking me to church. What I didn’t understand was the reason we didn’t go to church. Many families were forced to go to a Christian church and leave Buddhism behind when Hawaii became part of the United States.

When I was 11 I was told by a respected adult, that I was going to hell, because we had no God, this topic became a devastating experience. For these reasons and many more, I spent the majority of my life as an Atheist. Simply the word God, caused a sting inside of my heart.

My born again Christian friends say I have been touched by the Holy Spirit. That my experience of Jesus and my eternal devotion to love is Christian. I choose Love, NOT organized religion which is truly not inclusive or loving. For the following reasons presented by Chris Kratser, I am not Religious nor a Christian.

“A very powerful and profound statement indeed. And expresses my thoughts why I have nothing for the American Brand of Christianity, nor Evangelical Christianity. It is a threat to humanity, the Earth, and Christianity overall.

"To the church of my youth,
What did you expect me to do?
You taught me to love my neighbors, to model the life of Jesus. To be kind and considerate, and to stand up for the bullied.

You taught me to love people, consider others as more important than myself.

You taught me to sing "red and yellow, black and white, they are precious in His sight."

We sang it together, pressing the volume pedal and leaning our hearts into the chorus. You said that “He loved all the children of the world”.

You taught me to love my enemies, to even do good to those who wish for bad things. You taught me to never "hate" anyone and to always find ways to encourage people.

You taught me it's better to give than receive, to be last instead of first. To help the poor, the widow, the stranger at the gate.

You taught me that Jesus looks at what I do for the least-of-these as the true depth of my faith. You taught me to focus on my own sin and not to judge. You taught me to be accepting and forgiving.

So I paid attention.
I took in every lesson.
And I did what you taught me.

But now, you call me a “libtard”. A queer-lover. You call me "woke." A backslider. You call me a heretic. You make fun of my heart. You mock the people I’m trying to help. You say I’m a child of the devil.
You call me soft. A snowflake. A socialist. You shun the very people you told me to help.

What did you expect me to do?

I thought you were serious, but apparently not.

You hate nearly all the people I love. You stand against nearly all the things I stand for. I'm trying to see a way forward, but it's hard when I survey all the hurt, harm, and darkness that comes in the wake of your beliefs and presence.

What did you expect me to do?

I believed it all the way.

I'm still believing it all the way.

Which leaves me wondering, what happened to you?"

—Chris Kratzer”

07/27/2024

07/16/2024

Someone said “a 20 year old wacko tried to assassinate Trunk.” (Typo, nope.).

What particularly strikes me is this alleged very young gunman, is indicative and symbolic of how much support people of all ages need at this time of the Great Revealing and Unraveling.

Everyone is feeling the shifting energies on the planet. Energies of the political, governmental, environmental, emotional and spiritual change we are living. We are all being called to up our game and focus on creating a regenerative sustainable future for the planet.

It is time we see beyond the old paradigm where violence and force were the weapons and tools used to intimidate and manipulate the fear mindset of the masses.

We’ve moved beyond the “The Power Over Paradigm” (Gaza, Ukraine, Sudan, Ethiopia, and more)into a more fluid, dynamic energetic of collaboration, creativity, compassion and wisdom to benefit not only all humans, actually to benefit the planet and the entire ecosystem of life.

No matter who wins this election or that one, on a planetary wide basis, we are facing change on all levels.

Envision with me a world safe for us to be our authentic selves. Where mental health is supported, not imprisoned, drugged and judged without compassion or deep understanding.

Create with me stability within your own presence, so we become a stabilizing vibration in our homes, communities, cities, towns, states and counties.

Change happens from the inside out. Be the change. Notice your own violent thoughts, patterns of beliefs and speech within yourself.

Be kind to yourself. Truly kind. Only then can we be fundamentally kind to the outside world.

If you are struggling, reach out for support. Help is available here with Unbounded Inner Love or anywhere safe. Remember we do not go to the hardware store to buy milk. Meaning. Get support from loving places.

A FREE WEEKLY TEEN SPIES (Su***de Prevention Initation Education and Support) group is starting soon. DM me for details. The adult group is ongoing.

GET HELP. BE HELPFUL. BE LOVE.

07/13/2024

I AM The One at 60 something years old, has learned the secret of Self Love. Much less chaos in the head. Much more breathing like a tree. The past and all the old ancient wounds are healed and healing. The voices in the head are calmer.

I no longer need to take care of everyone else first. I know my value, worth and contribute this wisdom to those wanting to be FREE LIKE ME.

The following is true and is in the past. I now know who I AM. No more problem solving as problems are endless. I AM now the Creative Director of my own life. Collaborating with like minds to a life in Harmonic Flow with the Universe. 🎶🌷🎼🌺🎊🪴💯💜🦋🍀🙏🏼

“I'm the one... who, at fifty-something years old, doesn't care about other people's opinions.
She loves every stretch mark on her body and the flaccidity left on her belly by the beings she loves the most, the one with not-so-firm breasts and the one with half-tired skin, the one whose eyes already bear the marks of so many laughs and so many tears, I am that one with winter showing through her hair, the look always sad, but with the smile always on, I am that girl who looks like a woman and an intense woman...

I am that one, who knows about lies and failures, disappointments and pain.
I am the one who has been mistreated, but I am still the one who trusts and believes in love.
I am the one whose wings have been broken many times and she has had to learn to repair them.
I am the one who knows about joys and sadness, love and heartbreak, falls and how hard it can be to get up and continue.
I am that one, of poorly healed wounds, of pain in the soul, of forgiveness hanging on the edge of the lips, I am the one who does not give up, the one who does not go out, the one who clings.
I am that one, the one she loves and for no reason she completely gives herself...

I'm that one, with the absurd manias, and the chaos in her head, the one who has an infinite number of fears.
I am that one, the one with caresses that taste like autumn and kisses that smell like coffee.
That's me…

Text: Casma
-Louise Jov”

06/25/2024

I’ve learned that another person’s words and actions are a reflection of them, and I do my best not to take it personally. At the same time, is this someone I want to hang out with? Choosing peace of mind as my highest goal takes introspection, courage and resolve. ~ Rev Jane Beach