06/06/2024
I recently recounted how my work downshifted in Feb 2021 and became steady and easeful. In hindsight, I see why this all happened when it did because, by the end of 2021, my personal life was hit by the cosmic 2x4: a crisis dealt to shake us up, and put us on a new path to our more authentic, aligned self. Mine came in the form of my deep, core wounds being ripped open, and then the rug (my entire life) being pulled out from underneath me. After much internal work, I thought I was on the other side of it come Jan 2023. The butterfly emerging from the cocoon. Ha! Little did I know, I was about to embark on: Snake Season. When a snake sheds its skin, it has to rub up against rocks, a painful process but necessary for growth. And you can’t pull a snake’s skin off premature, it has to come off at the right time, or risk injury. For over a year, Divine orchestration has put massive triggers in front of me in methodical order. Once I would sit down in meditation, I would see a slideshow of memories, and would realize how each of the aforementioned triggers were, in fact, mirrors of unhealed wounds that I had previously dissociated from. Dozens of times over the past year, I’ve been going through massive emotional purges. Experiencing catharsis so intense that I’d be left filleted open on the floor. Persephone’s repeated descents into the underworld. Integration of each of these “snake skins” has shown light on the source of my patterns, self limiting beliefs, the times that I self-abandon, and all the shadowy aspects of myself. I’ve been blown away at how this process, and life itself, is truly psychedelic. With each of these contractions, there has been beautiful expansion. I am already seeing the fruits of my intense labor. The more energetic debris I rid myself of, the better the qi/reiki flows through my fingertips, the clearer my psychic and creative channel, and I am now helping clients and friends navigate their personal trigger->mirror->purge cycles. Energetically, it feels as if I am transitioning out of this season, as life is feeling immensely more in the flow and expansive, compared to the contraction I’ve been in. Excited for what lies ahead ✨