05/24/2025
In 2011 I was 18 years old and got my second tattoo to signify infinite transformation. I’ve always been transforming, even if it didn’t feel like it, going through friend groups, phases and experiences rather quickly. I’ve always wanted something more. When I experience rapid transformation, I often think about this tattoo and question if that’s really something I should have called in with a permanent symbol on my body, then I remember that it’s not something I’ve called in… it’s something that’s just been part of me, and have wanted to be held by.
This past week has yet again been an example of this. Starting the week being in a funk, being forced to slow down, listening to the messages, and embracing just “being,” then finishing it off a little “shook” (as the kids say), with new motivations, perspectives, and gratitude. I feel like I’ve been led to complete newness that is still not fully settled into.
Why am I sharing this? Because I feel it’s important to remember that nothing is permanent. Life isn’t meant to be stagnant, predictable, or focussed only on one thing. We all have so many gifts and perspectives, and the collective of them for each person is supposed to lead us to our destiny and infinite potential. The definition of that isn’t meant to stay the same either, it’s always deeper, bigger and more magical than we choose to define it as. Life is meant to be lived and not necessarily understood, but the universe has always got our backs for the person we truly are, even if we don’t fully know what that is yet.