07/04/2024
Something’s not right. Just a little bit “off” or maybe a lot “off”.
Ever just had enough of yourself? Your thoughts, habits, choices. The same experiences everyday. You find yourself wondering where you went wrong, why is this happening, where am I going, is this my life now?
You want change, you want ease, peace and dammit, “can I just be happy, for once?!
9 years ago, this was me. Stuck, drained,pale, dragging myself to everything and everyone, smiling, but really not. Keeping up appearances and just going, going, going. Looking happy, but I was dead inside. I felt so sorry for myself lol. Especially at night. Laying there, thinking and thinking and looking and looking, rolling to this side, then that side, sighing and sighing. Blankets up, blankets down. And then the birds would start chirping. It’s time to get up and do the same things again, feeling the same feelings again. What is wrong with me? Where did I go? Where do I want to go?
And then I booked a massage with a local lady from our city. It was a fateful day and my life was about to do a 180. Her name was Usha Daya. Beautiful and wise, she spoke to me about life and muscles(lol) aaannnd about Reiki. She had a presence about her. I might have made a big ass out of myself that day, because I couldn’t really speak lol. I just stood/layed there looking at her. She was radiant. I simply had to enroll in her courses and spend time with her. I connected so genuinely with her and my higher self throughout our time together. I could never go back to the old, inauthentic, stressed, tired me. She guided me through it all. Spirit to spirit we walked until I felt it! IT WAS LIKE FLOATING IN CUSTARD. I tell you! It’s not even that weird lol. Once you feel it, you will know what I mean. My “quest” was over. I found ME, floating, happy and at peace…in the custard!!!
Sadly, my dear, dear, dear Usha passed away,suddenly, earlier this year. In honor of her, I created this page to keep her teachings and wisdom alive.
She made me see my purpose and so I went back to school, got a bachelors and a honours degree in Psychology from the University of South Africa and have been a practicing, certified, Reiki master for 7 years.
If you find yourself feeling any of the ways I use to feel. Lost, stuck, anxious or seeking more, I may be able to help you the same way she helped me. We will meditate, laugh, cry, heal and bless our lives, together and create YOUR biography to awakening. You ready for the custard?
P.s. if you focused long enough to read this, you CAN meditate. Just saying lol. Let’s go!
