07/08/2023
So ready to bring this bad b###x back💪🏼
Honestly, I've let my insecurities hold me back BIG TIME lately.
I didn't think moving back to my hometown would cause so many triggers. I've had feelings of being unworthy, I've had feelings of not being good enough, feeling like a failure. It's strange what being around old familiar faces/places will bring out in you.
I've had this feeling of trying to fit in again, of trying to prove I'm good enough. It's like I've lost sight of the fact that it's 100% ok to not fit in or even try to.
I'll tell you this now, and because I need to hear it too... you have NOTHING to prove to ANYONE. You should never beg or try and make other think you are good enough to fit into THEIR lives. Ew, stop it now. Switch the script.
You don't need to make a certain amount of money, try and fit in with your old high school crew (yay for small towns), have a number define you on social media.... you, yourself are JUST FINE HOW YOU ARE. Who is meant to be in your life, will be. Stop trying to be around people who don't value you.
All you need to do is believe that, and be a role model for others. I forgot who I was for a minute there, and for my daughter, you better believe, she will know how much of a rockstar she is.
Time for me to remember. Nice little welcome home to Tahoe for me 😂🥴
Miss you San Diego 🥹😂