01/18/2026
I have been shifting alot the past few weeksā¦.
Coming to terms with things the universe has been trying to tell me for a few years. Mustering the courage to act on them or to let other things go. Sometimes I just need time before I am ready to make the shifts I am invited to make. And thatās okay.
Part of me broke wide open last week. It isnāt the first time this has happened. Just another of many awakenings in my journey of healing and self discovery. But this time it feels different. And I am not sure what it means yet and thatās okay too.
The natural expression of this particular awakening has come through the written word. I would like to share some with you. Itās vulnerable to share and yet,.. it feels important to share for reasons I donāt fully understand,⦠or need to understand.
Remember how I began the new year feeling so profoundly peaceful? Haha. I still am. And yet the storm did come,ā¦as it often does,⦠right after the calm. I had a day when I went full on savage,⦠in the most beautiful and cathartic way.
Breaking away more layers of unhealthy people-pleasing and fear of failure and toxic striving. It was so beautiful! As I was processing it all,⦠this sort of poem just flowed out of me. Maybe there is a song in there,⦠maybe a painting.
But for now,ā¦just raw honesty and emotional expression from the deepest parts of my soul that has been through so much and overcome so much.